well , right now honestly life seems a little blurry and I'm not quite sure if it's the fact that I'm leaving in 2 weeks or that I haven't cleared certain issues I need to clear.
the past 8 months has been a very emotional and deep journey.
Besides the fact that I actually survived 8 months of "NOTHING-NESS" I'm actually quite content with how everything turn out.
I'm finally starting this very much anticipated chapter of my life.
here I would like to take the opportunity to share about a true dear dear friend of mine who helped me tremendously in surviving the past 8 months.( I'm not mentioning names....I think it's pretty obvious if you really know me well)
of coz not to forget mummy and and a few close friends who were always there for me.( again, you guys know who you are)=)
I am truly blessed to have you awesome people in my life and no matter where I go I will always remember and cherish the friendship we have.
But honestly emotionally , I really owe this special person whom without, I guess I would have had a nervous breakdown .
dead serious.
I still remember the first day at Taylors , not knowing a soul and out of no where you burst through the door with such high energy shouting" OH another new student!!" YES this was your exact words!=_=
"Hi, I'm XXXXX" =)* with the sweetest smile * probably the best feature in you...haha!
my 1st thought was "is this person nuts??? how can anyone be so energetic at 8am"
and ehemmm I really did wonder if you were insane=p
but yes It was the most Welcoming greeting ever!
*I would never in a million years great someone like that*hahaha
and I'm not sure if you fellow PM 17-ians realize that this person NEVER fails to greet you good morning or HI with a smile before handing you notes in the morning.
It's not like I wanted to "purposely" realize you at that time....but I find it kinda amusing.....hehehe
actually I still find you amusing ....don't worry;)
then came a time when I couldn't care less about how sweet your smile coz I really found you irritating and annoying!
I never wanted to sit in front of you coz my hair seem more interesting to you than Ms Chan's lecture....
for does who study with me, you would know how I am when I'm in " studying mode" .
*for does who don't, too bad...you'll never see the nerd in HANNAH GAN BENG YEE=P
so anyway, Just imagine this person disturbing your hair behind you when your trying to understand a chinese educated Chemistry lecturer mumbling away in front, ANNOYING WEI!!=P
lol but I still love Ms.Chan! sweet lady besides her teaching =)
somehow you always get all your Chemistry QA's ...
I was damm jealous!
how can someone who looks like they are playing with chemicals get the right answer while I carefully test each solution but still the answer remains a mystery to me.>.<
I have never really told you this but yes I HATED you !=P
constant invites to ICE-SKATE when all I cared about was about finals!
1 rejected invite leads to another and another and ANOTHER!
how can anyone not get the msg that I'M NOT INTERESTED !
Do I look like I want to go ice-skating when Finals are in like 3 months...?
finally you stop inviting and I was in peace=D
hohoho
but I was glad the invite was still valid after A2 finals=)
and because of that I can at least skate 1 round without holding on to the side bars=)
now I wonder why didn't you take me bicycle riding??
I would have been able to overcome that ridiculously embarrassing side of me=_=
I cannot believe how far we have come.
late nights at mamak
swimming till 9pm
sushi
shopping
GYM
and most of all the amount of laughter and tears I shared with you.
no one has ever cracked me up the way you do~
thinking of it honestly brings tears to my eyes.
*tears of joy *
I never would have had imagine I would share something so extra ordinary with someone I actually found irritating , annoying and despite all this while.
and the sleepless nights you spend consoling me , if there was 1 person besides my mum who have seen the worst of me it would be you.
*not to mention the horny torture you get from me every month!=p
I know that you don't believe in God but in every way I do believe that God brought you into my life for a purpose and I am grateful in every way for that.
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this is the part that I have yet to sort out.
in every way I thank you for being there for me and making my world a better place.
I never would have admitted that anyone would change me for the better or for the worst but you have proved me so damm wrong .
I would have never thought of a better way to spend my 8 months of nothing-ness.
you selflessly have been there for me and I'm not just saying this, but I really mean it and I will forever be grateful for what we have.
I would be lying if I said I wouldn't miss you and I would never want to hate you instead.
you will always have a special place in my heart .
forever and always.
till we HOPEFULLY continue our special bond next year.
XOXO
Labels: diary, hearts
Title: Crazier
Artist: Taylor Swift
I never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
let it take me where it wants to go
till you open the door theres so much more
i never seen it before
i was tryin to fly
but i couldnt find wings
but you came along and you changed everything
you lift my feet off the ground you spin me around
you make me crazier crazier
feels like im falling
and i'm lost in your eyes
you make me crazier crazier crazier
i watched from a distance as you made life your own
every sky was your own kind of blue
and i wanted to know how that would feel
and you made it so real
you showed me something that i couldn't see
you opened my eyes and you made me believe
you lift my feet off the ground you spin me around
you make me crazier crazier
feels like im falling
and i'm lost in your eyes
you make me crazier crazier crazier
ohhhhh
Baby you showed me what living is for
i dont want to hide anymore orrrreee
you lift my feet off the ground you spin me around
you make me crazier crazier
feels like im falling
and i'm lost in your eyes
you make me crazier crazier crazier
crazier craizerLabels: lyrics
