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hmmm 'passerby'...somehow tis person sounds so familiar....
i really dun have the mood to argue wif u now..and wow, u have the courage to comment but none to name yourself wif a real name??some courage u have there!!!but it doesn't really matter anymore...knowing u or not...I OREDI HATE U!!!!!
childish or not childish, understand or dun understand...nothing u say will bring me down!!!
hope u have a great new year ahead of u..n more blog entries 4 u to crap!!!

oh well ..enuff of tis person...
today..i really woke up on the wrong side of the bed!!!=(
not enuff some ppl spoilt my morning ....i had to go clean up mom's office stuff back home!!!grrrr she's in Australia while i'm here cleaning the mess!!!wth!!!
suppose to do the proposal today !!!!!!arghhh!!!!mommy stop breaking ur promises!!!wanna help means help la!!!i have enuff worries on my mind rite now...not like some ppl goin around and messing ppl blog!!!haizz too easy life i guess??

Anyway...luckily i had bing to help me out!!!!she was really a helping hand!!!finally it was finish!!!threw away so much rubbish!!!mommy u really owe me the proposal 4 doin tis 4 u!!!!
juzz as i tot my nitemare 4 today has ended...i was being blame by bro 4 telling my mom dat he started smoking.....arghhh!!!it was not like i wanted to tell her la...she ask me if everthing was fine....so i said no la!!!grrrrr!!!i really can't help it ok!!!i may sound like the bad sister who never keeps secrets..but in my level of education...SMOKING has been major causes of lung cancer and heart deseases!!!and to tell u the truth i love my bro too much to see him get sick in the future!!!wats even worst is dat wat if i get sick from the passive smoke???wat a shame it will be to have a doctor getting lung cancer??!!!!
YES i'm a health freak!!!i can't help it!!!
i juzz dun noe wat's in my brother sometimes....stress is so not a reason to start smoking!!!there are so many other HEALTHY ways to destress ....come on!!!i feel so bad 4 him....he was a real good boy...but now dat he choose tis path to walk in life...i really can't say or do much to help him....it's not dat he has changed or anything...but i feel our relantionship getting further day by day....
but no matter wat happens i will always be there 4 him....even if 1 day he falls sick..i'l get the best medicine to treat him....he's my ONLY blood sibling....!!!=(

koko,i love u very much...dat's y i had to tel mommy ..i hope dat u understand la...n smoking is NOT at all the solution to ur stress!!!trust me!!!dat's something ur LAW books dun tell !!!
i juzz hope and pray dat bro will come to his senses....it's still not too late to STOP!!

haizzz wat a day...i feel so down not to forget some ppl made it even worst!!...no 1 around sobs sobs..emo-ing to myself....i feel so tired....really tired...
to cheer myself up i'm watching why why love!!!hahaha yup as i said nothing or anything will bring me down!!!i've been tru hardship not like some ppl who juzz have everything !!!but somehow it has made me stronger.. dun worry...i will survice!!!now only at ep2....i better finish watching b4 i start work!!!!=)

wohoooo 2 more days for 2008!!!!
9 more months for UK!

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21:11

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~spy trip to Daniel's hse!!~
wow today was a great day!!!=)
finally went spying wif justina to DANIEL'S hse!!!!wahahahaha!!!
well nothing better to do ma...so wat a great way to waste my time and end the year!!=)
and infact it was no sweat finding it!!!=)
thanks to debbie for the address=) too bad she couldn't make it la...hmmm
ok ,i got 2 'hons'....but dat was nothing compared to the satisfaction we got when we found it!
my first impresion was wow so green!!!the gate was green...plants everywhere BUT nicely arranged...AND most of all 2 green iguanas rite infront of the hse!!!lol i wonder who's are those??daniel??haha
daniel's car was not there..so daniel was obviously not there...!=(
but i saw many shoes outside like there were many ppl inside the hse....hmmm i wonder if they had guest???
so justina and i took some photos =)i didn't take the upstairs la!!!haizzz wonder if justina has any???the window was open....was it daniel's room???o.obut maybe not la...it had pink curtains...but then again....;)
luckily no 1 came out....phew...=)
the neighbourhood was so peacefull...so fresh ....so clean....and not to forget there were no guards at the guard hse!!!!were v lucky or wat huh!lol
great place...!!=)
p/s:i really hope dat it was the correct hse!!!

after the great adventure of finding daniel's hse...went to 1U .
aiyo that place seriously makes me pusing kepala la!!!trying to get from 1 place to another takes u on a tresure hunt!!even some of the workers working there dun noe how to go about !!haizz my mid valley is still the best!!!=)
went for abit shoping...haizzz gonna pokai soon!!!but then new year ma!!!besides dat the mega sale gonna end adi...
went to take some pics at the christmas deco...then tried to look for forever21....pusing pusing like mad only to find dat v were so close yet so far to it!!!haizzz...tried on some stuff ...i love dat sweater shirt...cool!! rm11o..haizzzz anyone wanna buy 4 me???
too bad la...i need to jimat rite now!!!!ended up buying a pair of white pants at Wh....
oh yeah manage to find the DIVA shop justina wanted to go last time at pavilion....=)
bought friendship rings for ourselves and debbie =)gotta give it to her the next time i see her...haha..
oh well after walking so long kaki also sakit adi...so decided to go have a lil snack at KFC...
came back around 8pm....had a dinner wif some of granny's old frens who came over...
haizz old ppl...talk alot...so i decided to come back into the room to blog...wahaha
i won't fit in their conversation anywayzzz ...so here i am blogging...=)

proposal not done yet!!!mommy!!!!where is my draft !!!haizz i gotta finish it b4 the year ends...ok la better do tomoro!!!

i really hope dat tis is the hse!!!

no 67~~~nice number !!

nice plants too...so nicely arranged...

can u see the iguana ??there were 2!!!

the 2 spy pinkies!!!!=)

AT mickey world...

diva!!!

it's pink!!!

from the top floor...

at forever21=)...no justina...i'm not posting the other pic...;)wahahaha

another christmas tree...=)

and another...

isn't tis the cutest drummer??=)

ermmm no not tis 1....;)

awhhhh...so cute!!!

spy job is over....!!=)

friendship ring from diva..=)

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20:19

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~tagged by Justna~
1. Do this tag and answer all the questions in your own blog.
2. Delete question no.20 and add one of your own question instead.
3. Tag 8 victims to do this tag.

Questions:1. What is your dream when you were a small kid?
to become a pediatrician...yeah no kidding!!!(ask my mom=p)..and now dreaming even harder to make it come true!!

2. What is the happiest thing in your whole life?
hmm for now of coz it will be getting good grades and getting wat i want where i want it!!

3. What do you wish to have right now?
same here..MONEY!!!lol..=)i need it!!!i need it BADLY!!!!

4. When is the last time you horse laughed?
oh boy...it's been awhile...ok well ... fairwell party i guess??

5. What did you realize recently?
I need to get my future palnning started!!!fast!!!

6. Which bad habit in you that is the most unacceptable?
i'm very nice when i'm nice...and VERY BAD when i'm in a lousy mood...once dat happens...sorry won't help...=p

7. When you are unhappy, what will you do?
if my mom was here i would scream at her...wahhaha coz only she can take my nonsense=p
but now...i learn to juzz go on wif life..i guess i'l go shopping...buy SHOES!!=)no money go window shopping lor...

8. What are you afraid of losing?
seriously rite now..it's my chance to go U.K.!!!!

9. Within 5 years, which target is the most realistic one?
in 4th year of medic...in the U.K....and maybe a steady relantionship...no more fooling around..getting tired actually.. even now...haizz

10. When you met someone that you like, will you profess or hide your feeling?
well it depands really...but to me it's a 'guy thing' to confess...and plus if v're really meant to be..then eventually it will work out. =)

11. List out 3 kind of people you hate the most.
1)ppl who think highly bout themself ..basicly 'ss' la
2) ppl who dun keep promises
3)ppl who want 99?% of the conversation juzz won't stop!!!grrrr!!!

12. Define loneliness.
bein alone on new year's day like me!!=(

13. Are you satisfied with your life now?
not at all!!!!!

14. When is the most recent time you felt touched?
lately not at all...

15. Where is the most beautiful place that you've visited
even if there were a place..i probably can't remember rite now...memory too full wif applications!!!

16. A song that is playing in your mind recently?
clumsy-fergie..lol i love the music!!!=)

17. If you have a wish to come true, what is it?
become the best pediatrician and have my own PRETYPINK house(wif my own sauna)!!!

18. Do you have anything to be worried or scared recently?
resutls!!!!uni application!!!!

19. If the world is going to end, what will you do?
get the 1st flight to australia!!!i wanna die wif my mommy!!!other than dat i think i'm ok...i dun owe anyone anything..=)

20.3 things i love the most in my room
1)my prettypink laptop
2)my prettypink hp
3)my prettypink clothes wahahaha!!

Ppl dat i'm gonna tagg!!
1.debbie
2.weiting
3.shu hui
hmm 3 will do la..i haven't linked others yet...so dunno who to tagged also...hehe

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23:18

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ok b4 i start..i noe some of u coll frens or pinkies frens who noe i'm chindian but mite be curious of wat my parents look like and who i look like more...so here they are...and u be the judge!!!=)

1st my MOMMY!!!!!MUAKS!!!!

AND tis is my dad!!!!ok la muaks too=p
so???wat do ya think???

food not yet come...so 'chickcak' here and there..tis is the chandelier..yeah i noe it's 'wuliao' but wat to do...hungry and nothing to do ma...=p

" ehemmm.."so son, how's ur studies and work goin on??

hmmm "like dat la...so so lo...life must go on..."hahaha =)

actually i dunno wat he said la..cozz he look so sad here..so i sendiri put the words lor..wahahahahaha

meanwhile..lil girl..nothing to do...two men talking...so i 'ss' la...hehe=p

another pic of me and dad at 'pampas'

bro's cocktail drink....

and my ice lemon tea...i'm a good girl u noe!!!=)

seafood platter!!!!yummy!!!!

my main course....it had a very very long name...basicly it's FISH!!

Salad...ermm it was kinda bitter=(

and tis is my bro.....oooppss forgot to on nite mode...dark dark!!

But tis 1 lagi scary!!!bro's hantu face!!!!wahahaha

went for desert at 'delicious'....

but...it was not dat 'delicious' after all...

trying to get him to smile !!!but instead he gives funny faces...

shot NO 2....

wait wait i go take wif daddy 1st...=)

shot no 2....

now i come back to u...SMILE !!!

arghhh!!!i give up!!!!i join in too wif the funny faces!!!lol!!

tried to take the 3 of us by myself ...but tak jadi...

so v called the waiters to take...=)

for the record!!!

hohoho MERRY CHRISTMAS dear readers!!!!!=)

how's my new blog skin???yeah i noe it's rather plain...but i kinda wanna stick to 'simple'=) wat's important is wat in it rite???lol=)

i had a wonderfull christmas eve dinner wif DAD and BRO!!!!yeah soemthing i didn't expect i would say...haha..

dad came at 8pm and off we went to bukit bintang to search for a nice place to eat...dad said 'pampas' which is a south american restaurant was a good place cozz not too many ppl so v dedcided to go there...

well he was rite!!!!there was 2 floors to tis restaurant and v were the ONLY ppl on the 2nd floor!!!LOL it was like v were having dinner at home!!!!hahaha except there were waiters to serve us la!!!=p

the food was DELICIOUS!!!!i dunno bout bro's turkey or dad's beef ..but my fish was perfect!!!=)yumyum!!and the seafood platter was fantastic!!!=)

BUT the service was not so good...=(as v the only ppl on dat floor...the waiters only came up when they needed to serve the food...so v couldn't really order anything extra...haizz so v decided to go for desert somewhere else..=)

thinking thinking...at last decided to go to bangsar...i dunno y ??bro's idea....

walk around bangsar...found tis cafe called 'delicious' so v decided to go see wat was so delicious...;)

i had a brownie while dad had a peach something...lol can't remember the name..and bro had a root bear float!!

hmmm the brownie was okok ....maybe coz v oredi had our meals...so i didn't fine it much 'delicious' to be frank....hehe=p

ok the review of the whole dinner:

dad was sweet!!

maybe coz i haven't been out wif him 4 so long...i really miss my dad hahahaha..

yeah me the manja kid remember????lol!!

v had conversations like wat he did in his 'bussiness'...and how's my studies...and wat my bro is doin now...normal family talk i guess??

boy my dad really meets all kinds of ppl...lol some stories were funny and some were scary :s!!but he did entertain us...=)

i had a great time!!!

i tot i was gonna sleep myself over christmas but HEY, it was a great time indeed!!

tomoro or later i should say...gonna go to chruch!!!godsis gonna fetch me!!=)so yeah hope u guys have a great christmas or a great day!!

in between...me the bloggie freak had to take some pics to share wif her dear readers..=)so enjoy!!

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went to see alvin and the chipmunks at sunway piramid....it's been like 5 years since i last went there...hmmm much has change i would say....didn't drive cozz it's too far plus i dun noe the way=p...so took a KTM to subang jaya station...
waited for ms.yeelin and ms.nisha for almost an hour....grrrr those 2 ppl ar...played PS2 untill 6am!!!evry good la...!!i tot i was late...those 2 lagi late!!!
then took a taxi from there to piramid....RM12 ....woot!!!

as v step inside ....the POWER PUFF GIRLS were there!!!=)
hehehe i used to love them!!!
they were dancing....=)so cute!!!

after dat went to collect the ticket for the movie....
v had 1 hour b4 the show started ...so v decided to go window shopping ....=)
seaching for the new wing...but tak jadi...oredi 15 mins left....
yeelin wanted to buy A&W but the too many ppl so v juzz buzz off to the cinema...

the review:
theodore is sososososososo adorable!!!!!i love him the most!!!
comedy!!!
had some laughter....=)
overall it was a nice show...but nothing to shout about...hehehe

i wanted to catch a movie for so long!!finally i had the chance to watch 1...so.... it was great goin back to the cinema=)
did wat i wanted to do!!!happy!!!

after the movie...still got time...so v went to look for the new wing.....finally found the way to it...so v went there to do samore window shopping...=)
the christmas deco was lovely...so decided to take some pics...since i haven't taken any tis christmas....=/

after dat went to buy sushi and some snacks for yeelin's gm...
it was oredi 5:30pm...so v decided to go back....
at the KTM station...3 'wu liao'ppl....puttin shoes b4 the yellow line...after the yellow line...hahaha
waited for the train for about 10 mins....
yeelin and nisha's 1 came 1st...n i waited for mine for another 2 mins...

ariel was at granny's hse went i came back.....so had a lil chat wif him...luckily he stayed for a lil while...i was so tired adi...juzz wanted to come on9 and try to chance my blog skin and upload the pics.....
btw....THANKS nisha!!!but i dunno y still can't chance certain things leh!!
anywayzzz tis is juzz my trial round....i will change my blog skin again soon!!!dun really like tis 1=(
so...plzzz hang in there ppl...my blog will be under construction once again...but i will do it up well tis time=)juzz need some time....belajar sikit sikit only...i still gotta learn more bout it...haha

will be goin back tomoro...i miss shino!!!muaxxxx!!!

anyways these are the pics...

yeelin's hairdo for the day....=)

basicly 3 girls waiting for the train...bored and tired...dat's wat u get...;)
quote yeelin "tis is behind the yellow line"

quote yeelin again...."tis is pass the yellow line"...hahaha

tis is a so must show pic!!!!my bag became rubbish bin for yeelin!!!!grrrr!!!! ><

yeelin and i...taxi ride...dat cause us RM19 !!!!!POKAI LA!!!!

Oh yeah...did i mention b4??v're both CHINDIANS!!!!!!!^^

FINALLY I GOT HER TO TAKE PIC!!!

LOL ...it's not dat i believe in tis stuff la...they juzz want ppl to donate money!!!wat a smart way!!!!

BUT .....WTH....i juzz made a wish....yes it's the same wish i've been wanting all tis year.....

wahahaha !!! frosty the snowman x2!!!

no it didn't happen..it remained as a raindeer ... no prince..=(

small santa....=)

nisha n i...outside SP...behind us was sunway lagoon...=)

v saw power puff girls!!!!!yes yes v did!!!!=)

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22:46

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wooooowww!!!!granny's LCD tv is so huge & so cool!!!!!!it's really like bein in the cinema!!!!=)
wat a 72 year old women like her is gonna do wif it!!!!it should be in my hse!!!in my room!!!!!lol=p not fair!!!!hahaha!!!
but i gotta say..it's really cool!!!the sound system is simply perfecto!!!!!;)
i suppose to be at there to receive the package from the delivery...BUT....due to my dear fren YEELIN who draged me to UM to pass daniel's repackage album to KENRICK i couldn't make it back on time!!
tomoro gotta check all the sound system and stuff..coz juzz now i was juzz too tired to bother....i juzz watched a lil tv it was cartooon my cousin was watching...and boy the sound was oredi so good!!!i wonder how will it sound wif the dvd!!!!=)
i better check evrything...later uncle emmy ask me...i won't noe anything!!!mati I!!!

was late to fetch yeelin and cousin from mid valley...but at least v made it on time to UH.....
speaking bout UH, it really reminded me of my near death experience 1 year ago!!!!passing the emergency ward i realise i could have died in there....GOD knows the pain i went tru...and not to forget the screaming i did thanks to mommy dropping the drips on my hand!!!lol...thinking back it sounds so funny!!!but back then i was like in hell!!!
didn't see my fello doctors who treated me....haha i think by now they're real DOCTORS!!yeah i remembered they said '1 more year to go'!!.....=)
they should noe how to dignose a dengue case by now i hope!!!haha cozz they said dat i was fine..but when the senior doc came...instanly i became a dengue patient!!!hahaha i can remember they're faces....so pucat....malu!!!well learning tru experiences ...dat's the way!!!=)

we had lunch at UH...and yeelin ....
woooo comin to yeelin.....i better not talk bout it!!!dun wanna be any1's enemy...hahah;)
dun even wanna analyse it....yeelin yeelin...it's ok ...everyone has their awkward moment...it's totally fine....juzz BE URSELF next time...u can do it girl!!=)
hope u felt better after the ice-cream i belanja u=)

after lunch tot of making yeelin feel better so v went to sg wang for SHOPPING!!!belanja yeelin makan ice -cream to make her feel better...and went for a lil christmas shopping ...=)
after 1 hour...
granny called:'hannah where r u???the ppl are here to fix the tv!!!'
hannah:yeah yeah i'm on my way ...traffic jam!!
granny: faster come i dunno wat to check!!
hannah: okok dun panic...juzz make sure the sound comes out of all the speakers...dat's enuff.
granny: oh ok..faster come !!
hannah: ok!
phew...grandmothers...;)

at dat time i not yet even leave sg wang ar!!!hahaha
but i knew she will panic even more if i dun get back home fast!!
wanted to leave yeelin and nisha at the LRT station but yeelin said nesha want's to take the monorail...so i buzzz off as fast as i could....
half way...really jam like mad...when i reached back..the tv ppl chaozzz off ....so all i had was a quick view of cartoon my cousin was watching....now i'm too tired and lazy to go on the tv...so it juzz has to wait for tomoro...

took lil cousin to eat dinner at mcdee...there was tis GAY couple eating ice-cream at the table nxt to us...lol ...the 1st gay was feeding the other 1 ice-cream....eweee gelinya...0.0
my lil cousin was so blur asking me y dat man feeding the other man....i juzz told him >> eat...!!!hahaha..;)was too tired to explain anything to him...anyway he will learn soon enuff..

oh yeah i'm force to write something in my blog bout my mom!!!can u believe it!!!force to write bout something in ur own blog!!!!!!mommy mommy...=p
hmmm wat to write???ok la...

mommy,
since u left...i have learn alot of self independence!!in a way it's great as i won't be too bad when i leave tis place...=)
i'm really happy dat u have found ur life although it's in a place down under....wahahaha!!
i miss u like crazeee but dun wanna be too emo...get's me no where....so i'm juzz gonna live each day and face wat ever it brings me!!
as much as i'm trying to be strong here...i hope u can be strong too in facing ur challenges over there..try not to be too good and dun be too bad also!!juzz be normal and neutral....life is hard...dun make it more complicated!!=)
juzzz enjoy ur blessing and overcome ur fears...ur be alrite..i know u will!!!enjoy ur life!!!it's only once!!!
love u!!!miss u!!!!muakssss!!!

geography,
i decided tis name is still best for u...as dat was my 1st impression when i saw ur name!!!haha
well as for u....all i can say is TAKE GOOD CARE OF MY MOTHER!!!!
i'm glad dat she found u in her life and dat u can enjoy ur orlder years together...i may not be there to see how well u treat my mother...but i can hear it in her voice...i'm so happy dat my mother has someone to hold now after so many long hard years....cherish the times u have together and dun let small lil issues get in ur way....plss understand her more and love her the way she deserves to be love!!!
i won't be able to take care of her in these comin years ..so i'm passing the responsibility to u...i hope u will carry it out well enuff!!=)
it's a big responsibility but it's really worth it!!!
ps:I DUN WAN A AUSIE GUY!!!BUT DO LOOK OUT FOR ANY SMART YOUNG MALAYSIAN STUDENTS !!!preferably a guy dat looks like DANIEL and has his character!!!
dunno him ask my mom...!!!=)
but then i dun think u can find another DANIEL ....well 80% and above i accept!!=)
haha no la...dun bother bout me....i won't be single all my life !!!
juzz waiting for my mr.rite to appear!!!
currently he's hiding ..so i can't do anything...i'l juzz seek along... but i noe i will find him... juzz wanna enjoy my single life and build my future 1st...u guys concentrate on ur realntionship !!
take care of ur horses too!!!especially my mom's 1!!!!haha
ok all i wanna say has been said....
satisfied????=p

ok sleepy...nitezzz=)

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21:53

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i dunno y uncle emmy stil have tis idea of selling paintings....???opening an art gallery....well..it's rather weird dun u think?asking a science nerd to venture into arts???lol!!!1stly i noe nuts bout art....2ndly i have no idea who and where are the buyers... who are interested??....i need alot of time to research into tis business...then how??no need to work liao la???hey guys...if i open an art gallery will u'l help me promote???lol...i have no idea...should i take on tis job???

poor uncle....has such an big company but no 1 to pass on to... money is not everything...i can see it in his eyes....growing older,...no children.....haizz too bad none of his nephew of nieces are interested either....=(
tot of asking him to juzz buy me a ticket to fly off somewhere...but when i looked at him...i kaku!!!no words....!!!so i guess i'l be stuck here for at least another 3 months....
aiyo!!!i pening kepala thinking of wat to do next.....i really dunno wat job to take on ??!!!
tis few days...juzzz letting them past by....hour by hour...feel so useless...but wat can i do???

wanna go genting!!!!!>>>no time.....=(
wanna go penang!!!!!!>>>wif who????...no time=(

no mood 4 christmas tis year....trying so bad to get all the mood...but too bad...juzz aint got the spirit!!
sorry JESUS....happy b'day btw...=)
i'm juzz glad dat u are in my life....actually evryday can be christmas...no big deal....-_-

no plans for new year!!!!
wat to do ???
go sg wang again????very sien la....maybe i'l juzz spend it at home.....
haizzz juzz waaitin for 2007 to end!!!!QUICK!!!!
been such a crazeee year tis year....juzz hope 2008 will be better...
results!!!!!

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my life doesn't seem to be gettin any better...=(
i left my ATM card at the bank yesterday when i went to bank in the money from bro....and i only realise today when i wanted to check my balance o.o!!!luckily the bank kept my card and no one took it...i nearly got a heart attack when i open my purse and my card was not there!!!!
i tell you i oredi so pokai if i had loss my money i don't want to be Hannah Gan Beng Yee adi!!!
i dunn noe wat is happening to me!!!!how could i be so blur???tis is so not me!!!!!argghh!!

uncle emmy is comin down tis saturday...i really want to ask him to buy me a ticket to UK and never come back!!!!!juzz so sick of tis life!!!!!i really really want a new environment....somewhere i belong....and i know it's certainly NOT HERE!!!!!i've come to a point where i'm juzz so blank!!!!yes me BLANK!!!i've never been so blank in my life!!!!haiya i'm juzz so tired la!!!!i've got no future here...no life!!!!
i juzz wish someone can come and take me away!!!!anywhere !!!!!
I JUZZ DON'T WANT TO BE HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GOD!!!!!plzzzz!!!!if u're listening!!!!!plzzzz send me away!!!!!!i juzz dun want to be here!!!!!!!

as i was walking in mid valley today, i realise i'm gonna be alone tis christmas....juzz me!!!!ALONE!!!!i really dun noe how i wanna go tru tis !!!!!
mommy u said y i dun talk bout u here....it's cozz i miss u like hell ok!!!!!i try to keep my feelings deep inside me...i dun want to bring it out.....do u noe how hard it is to me to spend tis christmas without u???!!!!i dun noe how i'm gonna do it!!!!i noe i've gotta learn to stand on my own 2 feet ...but it hurts so much to know dat u are so far away...and here i am all alone....i dun want u to worry bout me...i will be fine ..... now u know y....dun ask me any more ok!!!i dun wan my blog readers to cry evrytime they read it ok..;)

but today i really so fruss adi!!!!!i feel like i have no direction anymore....like dust i'm bein blown all around the place!!! i DUN WANT !!!!!!!
arghhhhh!!!!!!really so so so fruss!!!!! k.l. got no where i can juzz shout my lungs out!!!!i juzz feel like running somewhere where no one can hear me and shout my guts out!!!

WTH!!!tomoro is another day i've gotta face.....even if i shout and cry also no use....i'm so tired la...gonna sleep now....good nite ppl...i'm sorry ...really lousy mood today.....=(

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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23:22

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ok..let's start...

MC of the day...Mr. Kenrick

yp look so sleepy...lol...

group photo...

i can stand behind Daniel oredi very happy lo...only can see my head also nvm..i felt so good=)

i have no idea y i look so shock here...apa i nampak ???

the venue:Red box pavilion

door gifts and the cupcake...

shung shung feeding uncle Daniel...so sweet...

make a wish....actually i made a wish too...hope it will come tru...Daniel blow 1...sure will come tru ...haha

the cake was made up by 100 cupcakes...how creative..thumbsup!!!!

Daniel playing games...i really really love his expressions...so CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!'

'lam sie yan' ar!!!!!

especially tis 1....awhhhhh i see 1 whole day also can lar....i think i wanna print tis photo out...whenever i wanna cry i juzz need to see tis pic...everything will be ok....=)

no words....juzz simply dashing!!!!

layleng and me..

goin back time...group photo...

justina n me...

pinkies budds....=)

photo credit: sunset2712

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haha..i think i no need to panjang lebar here...by seeing the photos u can see wat a great time i had!!!

juzz wat i needed from all my stress ...came back i was in cloud9 ...damm tired...but so happy...i went to bed thinking i will dream bout the whole day...but...tak jadi...i terus bangun this morning ....haizz...how i wish yesterday could juzz last forever...even if i could dream bout it...i wish i never woke up....dat's how great the feeling was to see my Dear Daniel after 3 long hard months.....

i have no words to describe my feelings...really...ok maybe there are words to describe...but juzz dat my english very bad...must ask my mommy for all the words....haha...

Daniel look as Dashing as ever!!!!!cute like always...and his smile made me feel like there was no worries in tis world!!!!

i dun think i'l ever find a guy like Daniel.... he is like 1 in a million once in a life time....it's my joy to know him and bein his fan has given me many happy memories i'l never forget all my life!!!

THANK YOU Daniel!!!!!

AND then....i woke up today... all the happy moments gone...looked around...i realise...i have come back to reality....back in my head...1st thing...call MR.steven....get the money!!!recycle the books....go to maxis...then my job how???

sobs sobs....i really wished time could juzz rewind...

but then i had to wake up....so i got on my feet and started the day...as i always do.
dat's the story...

-the end-

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at the airport....sobs sobs=(

at mid valley...talking to geoff....haizzzz...;)

mid valley center court deco....

mid valley.....

tis pic tak jadi la....supose to make sad face 1...but i oook like wanna laugh and mommy look so sleepy....haizzz..lol

at d airport....haizzz like dat lor...she off again.....=(

so sorry ...had no time to blog lately...busy looking 4 job...and mommy came back and then.....now v're moving to another condo...cozz they raise the rental here...so i really hardly have time to blog....

mommy has gone back....back to bein alone...hmmm tis christmas is gonna be so intresting....let's juzz see wat happens;)

well!my interview was ok...but i dunno la ....they never get back to me also....but they said they will get back to me no matter i get or not...so now juzz waiting......
another job at bro's and kim's place...RM8 an hour....not bad ....if i dun get tis 1 i will go there...
hse oredi found...manage to get at RM1000...half furnished....so now juzz waiting for kim and bro to arrange the transport...i think by the 15th will be able to 'gao dim'...
so wait for my prettypink room post.... i plan how i wanna arrange my room adi....so...juzz wait and see...hahaha!!!

waiting for the cheque from MR.steven!!!!!faster give me!!!!i need it!!!!cepat cepat!!!!monday better call him again...!!and then gotta recycle the the other books left in the room...there also can get some money...lol i'm really desperate for money now..!!!so dat's it for now...after i settle my hse and and job i can think bout my uni application....

TOMORO is DFC's anniversary!!!!!!!i get to see my dearest DANIEL finally!!!!!!!!!hahaha so happy!!!!

dat's all 4 now....will try my best to blog often....

c ya!!!

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tadaaaaa!!!!!!surprise????lol...yes i did it!!!!I CUT MY HAIR!!!!!

closer look....hehe ;)

the new HANNAH GAN BENG YEE!!!!???

wonder where i disappeared ????haizzzz i was juzzz taking time off for myself...i juzz wanted to set myself free!!!after all the stress from my exams and family.....so i decided to CUT my hair!actually had no intention of cutting it....but then i wondered WTH!!!i need a change!!!so snip snip snip all gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm not fully use to it YET!!!but i like the funky look to it....not to mention it's a lot easier to wash!!!PHEW!!!

MOMMY'S comin back today!!!!!wohoooooooooooooo!!!!i can't wait to go to the airport!!!!i wanna hug her for at least 1 hour!!!!!!!!lol later she pengsan!!!!she's gonna CRY when she see's my hair....cozzz she loved my long hair.....hohohoho =)
i'm juzz so happy she comin back!!!

Tomoro i've got an interview!!!!!hahaha yes i finally got the courage to go seeking for a job.....so i went 2 the Gardens mv cozz there new ma...sure got shops want workers 1....as i was walking...i saw tis huge PINK sign on 1 of the shops...it's still under renovation...there was tis paper sticking on the board outside the shop....so i decided to go see la...and true enuff they were vacancy!!!
lol a PINK shop selling pink clothes for a PINK freak like me...y not???haha so here i am....
i haven't written my resume also....waiting for my mom to come...english teacher ma...=p

hmmm like dat la my life after exams....free is free ...but i've got other things to settle and think about...haizzzz...my college application samore...another headache...haiya i'l juzz do 1 thing at a time ok.
next sunday....DFC anniversary!!!!!!!!!!!!!wohooooo another HAPPY DAY!!!!i finally can see Daniel!!!can't wait!!!!

this christmas.....hmmm gonna be alone... no mommy samore....haizzz how i wish i can spend it wif someone special like last year....but then i dun think i can find someone in such a short time lor...haizzz nvm i'l juzz leave it to my faith and God to decide....never know....miracles can happen???rite???haha!!! 'sui pian ba'=p(watever)

wish me luck tomoro!!!!interview....11am....i dunno where's the office also....nvm .....nothing is too imposible to find.....1 building only ma....can 1!!!!HANNAH G can do it!!!!!
okok like dat.....~Gambateh~!=)

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