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i have seriously no idea what is happening to me.1st weird incidents happened to me last week ,i've been having weird dreams for the past two nights, then i started talking to someone i've been pretty mad with,and now i'm blogging in college at 8.00am!what is wrong with me!!!!=/what's goin on!!*confuse*sometimes i think too much it really scares me to bits, but i can't help it after all i'm a gemini, and when i don't think about it ,it makes it look like i'm loosing my focus.>.< it didn't occur to me how much i think about it until i started dreaming about it 2 days in a row. have you ever had a dream that felt so real that you ask yourself in the dream if your dreaming and then all of a sudden you wake up and realise 'damm it was a dream'.-_- and as much as you wanted it to continue it just wouldn't happen. then the next day you go to bed the same way you usually do and the same dream appears 0.0 have you ???have you???coz i'm starting to feel weird and it's scaring me. maybe it's just good old Hannah thinking too much. but i really hope it comes true~~~~~oh well i just wanted to write this before i forget and i better buzz off coz everyone is busy doing assignments and i'm here blogging.=p Labels: just another day
random pictures grab from Pinkies World=D          Labels: memories
DANIEL'S BIRTHDAY BASH 2008
it's funny how Justina and I easily found our way to the party but completely lost our way back=/
Justina and i reach there about 9:20 ish ,parked the car at the resort basement..
since it was rather early we decided to head to the restroom ~~lalala
5 minutes later Genie and Evelyn came buzzing in =)
and after camwhoring and touching up our make ups for about 25-30 minutes , we finally decided to head to the venue=D
Justina,Genie and I helped out in the registration counter .
Daniel arrived at about 11am so we headed to the jetty to welcome his arrival.
we also had the cutting cake ceremony and group photo at the jetty.
then we had lunch before heading for some fun splash with Daniel=)
the games session was the highlight of the event for me!
Daniel was in my team for the 1st game!!*sceams*
i've never seen Daniel so joyful and he even hi5 with our team after winning the 1st round.*hearts*
my team which was the blue /PASTI team were the overall winners .=D
come to think about it we actually won all 3 set of games..HA.HA.HA.*kiasu laugh*
i enjoyed the games sessions !!!
after the games was the prize giving ceremony but everyone had a chance to shake hands with Daniel.
the party ended around 3.30pm...but a number of us stayed back...
Daniel stayed back too so we decided to stay until Daniel left ...
and before Daniel left he gave each of us a hug !!!*melts* ( still recovering from the melting ~~)
oh yeah Kenrick was trying to get Daniel drunk but failed!
too bad!!=p
kenrick was the MC but personally i felt that he did better at the 2nd anniversary party.
too bad=p
yes Justina i know i better stop rite?hahahaha*(evil laugh)*
overall i would say it was a moderate fun ,loving, memorable day with Daniel!
what a good way to end my holidays.
GOOD LUCK DANIEL!!!!
 camwhoring at the restroom.
 and again...
 group photos after the party...
   more pics coming up....Labels: hearts
Time flies when your having fun.
2 weeks of break has ended.
heading back to my routine tomorrow.
it wasn't the ultimate holiday that i had in mind but i guess it was ok.
1 things for sure and that is I'm re -energized to start my new semester!=D
another full packed 4 months ahead.
ok, as i mentioned earlier i was ALMOST involve in 2 accidents in a week.
well the 1st 1 happen when i was on my way to college on Tuesday to pay my semester fees.
I was on the 2nd lane of the federal high way at about 100km/h when out of no where there was this huge bumper right in front of me .
being a NOT SO fantastic driver i tried to avoid the bumper and went zig-zag like about 5 seconds =/
in case your wondering i didn't have time to check the side view mirrors!!
the miracle was that the cars on the left and the right were at a distance ..
Just imagine what it would have been if there was a jam or heavy flowing traffic,i mean it's the federal high way we're talking about !
well it didn't really bother me much until yesterday...
not to mention we got lost on the way back.='(
ended up coming out of puchong and paying about 4 tolls!!>.<
what suppose to be a short distance of dropping off Genie and Evelyn at the KTM station ended me taking Genie home and sending Evelyn to the setiawangsa LRT station.:s
*1 sesat pinkie driver +3 sesat pinkie passengers = 4 totally lost pinkies!!*
that's another story all together ...hahaha
I'm just glad i got them safely back home.swt.
the 2nd miracle happen after sending Genie home and passing along the sri sentosa road ...i can't remember what car was on the left but it was a myvi in front of me..and the car on the left was trying to cut in front of the myvi but the myvi wasn't giving way i guess? well cut the story short the car on the left collided side ways with the myvi and the myvi obviously slowed down...
i hit my breaks so hard that my car came to a total stand still .
if there was a car behind me it would have whack me straight from behind!!
amazingly there was no cars behind!!
it's times like this that i feel God's presence in my life and that when you seek for protection and wisdom to be with you HE will guide you through even in simple situations like this .
even if you don't believe that there's a GOD there is certainly a higher POWER in the universe surrounding us each day .
Labels: life, miracles
One Republic: Say
Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothing's turned out how you wanted
Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold
Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head
Do you know what your fate is?
And are you trying to shake it?
You're doing your best and your best look
You're praying that you make it
Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
'Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold
Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head
I said all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Better than you had it
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Yeah, better than you had it
Better than you had it
I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head
I said all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head
Whenever the end is
Do you think you can see it?
Well, until you get there
Go on, go ahead and scream it
Just say itLabels: lyrics
ALMOST met with an accident TWICE this week!!!=/
full story + Daniel's Birthday Bash coming up. .
ps: ppl who owe me lots of photos kindly send them to hannahgan@msn.com
Thank you.=D
Labels: random
One Republic: All We Are
I tried to paint you a picture
The colours were all wrong
Black and white didn't fit you and all along
you were shaded with patience
You're strokes of everything
that I need just to make it
and I believe that
Time can tear you apart
But it won't break anything that you are, you are
We won't say our goodbyes
You know it's better that way
We won't break
We won't die
It's just a moment of change
All we are
All we are is everything that's right
All we need
All we need
A lover's alibi
Oh oh
I walked a minute in your shoes
They never would've fit
I figured there's nothing to lose
I need to get some perspective
on these words before I write them down
You're an island and my ship is running ground
Time can tear you apart
But it won't break anything that we are, we are
We won't say our goodbyes
You know it's better that way
We won't break
We won't die
It's just a moment of change
All we are
All we are is everything that's right
All we need
All we need
A lover's alibi
Oh
Oh
Oh
Every single day that
I can breathe you change my philosophy
I'm never gonna let you pass me by
So don't say your goodbyes
You know its better that way
We won't break
We won't die
It's just a moment of change, yeah
Ooh
Ooh
Oh
So don't say your goodbyes
You know its better that way
We won't break
We won't die
It's just a moment of change
All we are
All we are is everything that's right
All we need
All we need
A lover's alibi
Yeah
Ooh
Ooh
So don't say our goodbyes
I know it's better
We won't break
We won't die
Ooh
Labels: lyrics
  oh brother,thanks a bunch for the virus !!!-_-
Labels: dull and grey
 i can't believe i spent so much on a top for daniel's birthday bash!!!
and i'm starting to get addicted to warehouse.:s
awesome stuff =)
oh mama i'm never coming back!;)
sometimes i wonder why am i still here paying 5 times more>.<
and what in the heavens is wrong with blogger!
sigh i'm not goin to retype what i wrote yesterday.
dear fren,i hope you read what i wrote..=(
all i wanted was to add a picture ...
today is just not my day !:'(
BAD DAY!
Labels: random
did some catching up with my family during the weekend.
1st up had tea with Godsis . (shuhui, i haven't upload the pics yet...will do it later and send it to ur g-mail=))
after sending shuhui back, decided to visit my good old 23 year old moo moo brother at his bachelor apartment...and of coz tO VISIT my BABY SHINO too.=D
boy,it was really a typical bachelor apartment.come to think about it ,i can't imagine myself living there.thank GOD i made the right choice to come here, but still i have to put up with a 2 face old bag=/ life!
anyway good old moo moo brother was down with the typical cold and cough so i decided to bring him back .taking my mommy's advise that he is still my only brother,and what's a sister for rite?
*especially when u have a moo moo brother.-.- a wise sister really comes in handy.hehe perasan=p*
borrowed some DVDS from him....
so i'm gonna spend my next few days watching movies....=D
oh yes the fun get's better coz the whole hse is mine this week!!!
everyone is in Johor .=Dlalalalala
just finish watching 'ps i love you' as recommended by nadia, OMG irish men are the most romantic ppl ever!!
makes me wanna go there even more now.*wubwub*
next up i'm gonna watch step up 2!
yes i know i'm backdated...but hello i had exams=p
 Baby SHINO!!!!!y oh y u look so sad='( i miss you so much!!!!!
 she loves this so much!!
meanwhile just some pics of mommy and geoff galloping away down under Australia!!
btw i still don't have geoff's pic.
 my lil sista>>Ms.Pinthas!! chehwa chehwa...can pose all....sigh tis women....lolNO MORE MS.CHANTIC!!! YOU @#$%^%$#@ HORSE YOU DARE HURT MY MOMMY! GEOFFREY , GET RID OF THAT BEAST! Labels: family
>>to my dearest daddy,thank you for everything you've done for me in this past 6 months, it's good to know that i'm still a daddy's girl!=)THANK YOU!
>>to uncle emmy,my godfather ,although you have no children you have taken good care of me like a father, i'm grateful for that.THANK YOU!
>>to Geoffrey , i'm glad that you are a part of my life ^^
thank you for taking care of me!THANK YOU!
I FEEL SO LOVED!!!!!!!!
NOT 1 DAD, NOT 2,BUT 3 DADDY S TAKING GOOD CARE OF ME!!!!=D
THANK YOU you all so so much!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!!
p/s:sorry i don't have uncle emmy and geoff's pics.
Labels: hearts
 new hairstyle!..ermm no big changes actually...=/
random updates.
hey ppl!!!!!
how's it going??
i'm finally done with part 1!!!!
overall i'm satisfied with the papers=D
now let's just pray and hope for the best.
part 2 here i come!!
ok so it's my 2 weeks break before my new semester.
i feel like going somewhere to relax unwind and destress.any suggestions??
but then again with the crazy petrol rate increased i feel so hesitated to go out ,on the other hand i'm lazy to take public transport which leaves me on9-in 24-7 .~~hmmph
i had two compliments on my mandarin tis week!=D(*feeling PROUD*)
1 was from the promoter of Nu skin at a promotion in college and the other was from mommy's taiwanese friend whom i spoke on the phone.
i'm really surprise a taiwanese actually understood my mandarin o.o
haha maybe Chinese school wasn't that bad after all^^
oh yes!i wanna watch KUNG FU PANDA!!!!
isn't the panda the cutest thing!!!=D hehe
ok that's all from me now.
gotto go figure out what i want to do this week.
it's my only time to kick back relax and PARTY!
Labels: random
I'M TIRED.
VERY TIRED.
I NEED INSPIRATION!!
Labels: life
Way Back Into Love
Hugh Grant And Haley Bennett
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh ohLabels: lyrics
my 20th birthday....
nothing much .... but i'm still thankful for all the wishes.
it's the thought that counts=D
>> mommy call me for about 5 times throughout the day!!!!!
(your australian bill very cheap is it??=p)
>> a bouquet of flowers from a person way beyond my wildest dreams!---MY DAD!!!
>> justina took all the trouble to POST me a b'day card.thanks dear!!
>>laura , made me such a lovely card even though she was sick and exams are on.!
>>nurun bought me lunch.
>>shuhui and catherine wish me by posting on thier bloggies=)
>>and sms and calls from all of you !!!
>>oh yes last but not least all the wonderful books in the library kept me company throughout the day!!!
THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!!I FEEL THE LOVE!!!=)
P/S:I'L MAKE SURE YOU GUYS HAVE A BLAST ON MY 21ST BIRTHDAY!!!!;)
 From Justina....thanks babe!!
the most creative card i ever received with my name in bunnies!! the front.....
 oh yeah...my name in butterflies too=D
 SERIOUSLY i don't have patience to do this!!!!
 My name in bunnies=D  thank you LAURA!!!!
 a card from pinkie's dad=)
 try reading his hand writting....=p
  pinkie roses from pinkie's dad=)
see what i mean when i say tis room is in a MESS!!!=P
 A closer look=D a lil muffin from lil osha!=)she's so cute!!!Labels: hearts
 credit:audreylee DFC
I MISS HIM!!!!!!!
doesn't he look more mature now????*melts*
i'm going to miss him more when he flies to taiwan.='(
Labels: hearts, miss you
 seriously need a hair cut + clean the mess in this room!!!!!>.<
Labels: random
hey there ppl!!!!!!!!
wat's up!!!!!!=D
i really miss blogging!!!!!
straight to the point.
i'm not gonna blog about my 1 month of tears and sweat.
but i have to admit that i have learn so much and that this journey really made me realise my dream is just another step closer.
there were days where i cry myself to sleep.
there were days where i never saw sunlight .
(no seriously!!i go to coll at 6:30am and come back at 9pm!!)
you know what, my life really drives me up the wall sometimes...but it was through these times that i discovered sides of me that i didn't even know existed .it's just really hard to explain how i feel right now ,only God knows what i've been through.
BUT it all payed off when i did my chemistry paper on friday.
after all that hard long hours and really becoming a nerd of all nerds, i had the best feeling of my life that very moment i open the paper.
now i leave the rest to God.
i feel like i have won half the battle of my dreams,never have i imagine i would be here today feeling the way i feel right now.
i realise that Luck is never a miracle thing, it has to be created on your own.
and everyone has different ways of creating their own luck.
being different is never easy but sometimes all it takes is a little courage and faith in yourself to achieve what you want in life.
i had a choice to be just like everyone else and go with the flow .
choosing to close my doors and just pushing everything aside was the hardest thing to do ,
but i'm really glad i made that choice and now i have just 5 more moths till i reach my ultimate Gold .
time really did fly.
i guess it's true that failure is the key to success!!
i lost my focus once and it left me all broken inside.
i swore to myself never to loose my focus and now i finally see a little light coming from the end of the tunnel.=)
i finally see the person i want to be in 10 years .
this is my only motivation keeping me in my senses.
if you think about it, most successful people go through hardships and Failures before they actually become great.
and it's these people that actually make a difference in the world.
no doubt people who are born with the silver spoon their mouth make it , but they will NEVER be as special and outstanding as the people who make it the hard and winding way.
that's exactly what i want to be.
THE EXTRAORDINARY.
obviously not to be a super hero or anything like that,i just want to be the best in what i do that people will see the difference!
if you don't dream big,what's the point of dreaming right?=p
anywayzz,
yes i just turn 20!!
i really can't believe 2o years of my life just pass me by !!!
i don't even feel 20!!
let's take a look down memory lane.....
5 years of being a manja kid at home.=p
2 years of fun and everyone is your friend in kindergarten.=)
6 years of not so fun and 'i dun want to friend you' for every single thing in primary school.(oh yea and bowing at every teacher you see and must say 'lao shi zao an' and getting a stoke on your hand for Chinese spelling below 8 out of 10.>.< but i did love my doctor to be teacher who taught me in standard 3..... the only time i scored for my mandarin papers..=)
>secondary school!!!!!
i'l do anything to go back to those days!!!!!!
less stress, less crazy weird ppl,less worries=(
miss HANNAH GAN>>>famous for every event !!!
name it she's at it!!!!
participated for every single event there was to offer in my school,from clubs and societies to sports.name it i did it!!!!=D
teachers pet,head librarian,PRS club,green house AJK,merentas desa top 5,editorial board....the list goes on!!!!!!!my certificates are the proudest thing i've ever own in my life!!!!(IT BETTER SERVE ME WELL IN MY APPLICATION )!!!!
and of cozzzzz Daniel became Malaysian Idol just before my SPM!!!!!my good luck charm!!!!=)
i'm very very very proud of my secondary school life!!sigh...memories....^^
oh yeah and friends that last FOREVER!!!!!!or maybe not????
some of them disappear in thin air!!!!
friendster takda ,facebook takda, =s!!!!!
and then moving on....the horrible black history which i never want to talk about!!!
2 years of plain misery!!>.< ok so what if someone confessed to me???no big deal....wrong guy ,wrong place, wrong time!!!!!i'm really sorry to cut him off like that but sometimes a girl has to do what a girl has to do!;) i see no future with lawyers to be anyway=)haha!! and FINALLY!!!!!!!! SUDDENLY!!!!! i'm here!!!!!!!! i won't say that this is my worst year,i seriously discovered alot of myself and who i really want to be. the different people i meet and their characters.....oh god!!!really a great experience!!! not to forget the crazy friends who dun mind goin 'sot' with me=p! just some highlights....all in all it wasn't that bad=/
well what's in stored for me in the next 20 years.??? I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!^^
fulfill my biggest dream???
meet my MR.RIGHT??Irish???maybe????hahaha!!with blue/green eyes!!! or MR.chinaman with no sense of romance???-_-can't say wat,love is blind!!! and then have a daughter who i can dress up like a doll!!!!!and then later we can go shopping like crazy just like how i am with my mommy????=D JUST IMAGINE MY MOM,MY BABY DOLL AND I GOING SHOPPING IN LONDON TOWN!!!!!!GAAAHHHHHH!!!!
lol ok i better control myself before i go crazy with the future!!!=p sigh,for now...i'm just gonna concentrate on getting my life 1st!!! let's not go so far into the future and just focus on the near future which is the next 5 months!!! o
h yes speaking of the near future......it's PARTY TIME from june 13-june 20!!!!!!! oh yea and 1 more day that is the 28th ....!! i so need to bring on the shopping diva in me that i kept in the closet for the last 5 months=p miss me???wanna see me???dun hesitate to call me from the 13th-20th!!!!! or else u will see me during Christmas!!!!wahahaha!!
btw i'm not done yet,3 more papers to go!!!!
i will be back with more updates!!!!!!
and of cozzzzz PARTY TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Labels: handling life, life
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