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tagged by weiting.
i know those who tagged me before feel like whacking me now because i never replied all of them...;)
but this tag is everywhere!can't seem to avoid it..=D
i dun even know who else to tag after this ...
Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog
Starting time: 2.15pm
Name: Hannah Gan
Sisters: 0
Brothers: 1
Shoe size: 7
Height: I'M 162 CM!YEAH!
Where do you live: kuala lumpur
Favourite drinks: yogurt drink
Favourite breakfast: digestives=)
Have you ever
Been on a plane: Yes
Swam in the ocean: Yes
Fallen asleep at school: i don't think so =s
Broken someone's heart: maybe
Fell off your chair: nope
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: no
Saved e-mails: yes
What is your room like: full of books on the bed and floor.
What's right beside you: OCR biology A2 and my notes -_-
What is the last thing you ate: my maid's pancakes.
Ever had
Chicken pox: Yes
Sore throat: yes-_-
Stitches: unfortunately yes=(
Broken nose: No
Do you
Believe in love at first sight: NO!
Like picnics: depends on the place and the ppl i'm with;)
Who was were the last person
You danced with: laura??after taking our results=)
Last made you smile:daddy.you should have seen the way he was going around AC!
You last yelled at: no one.have been such an angel lately...damm!
Today did you
Talk to someone you like: wanted to.=/
Kissed anyone: unfortunately no.;)
Get sick: no
Talk to an ex: omg it's been like 1 year !time flies!!
Miss someone: MOMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and DANIEL and 'ehem ehem';)
Eat: Yes
Best feeling in the world
Do you sleep with stuffed animals:yes!!piggy and patrik and minnie is somewhere...=)
What's under your bed: yea the floor..
Who do you really hate: STALKER!!!!
What time is it now: 2:28PM
Random
Is there a person who is on your mind now: YES
Do you have any siblings: Yes
Do you want children: Yes
Do you smile often: not lately.
Do you like your hand-writing: sometimes...depends what kinda pen i'm using
Are your toe nails painted: No
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in:i'm so not answering this;)
What color shirt are you wearing now: PINK!what else rite-_-
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday:waiting for yinyau in the library.
When did you cry last: few weeks ago after maths class.
Are you a friendly person: depends on the person i meet=)
Do you have any pets: yes.but she's not here!!!i miss you baby shino!!!
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: ermm ....a million miles away=(
Did you hold hands with the person who mean anything to you now:* sobbing*-no
Do you sleep with the TV on: no
What are you doing right now: answering this tag and preparing my bio notes.
Have you ever crawled through a window: yes i did!!!!my blur brother forgot to take the house keys so we climb from the neighbour's house=)hahaha
Can you handle the truth: Yes.
Are you too forgiving: no!!not at all!!upset me and regret forever!
Are you closer to your mother or father: MOMMY!!!!!
Who was the last person you cried in front of: omigosh a whole lot of taylorians and classmates='(
How many people can you say you've really loved: i only love myself! haha just kidding...i dunno...1 ?2?
Do you eat healthy: yes .thanks to mommy!
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: yes in the old pc ...not in my lappy=)
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: not really.
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to:mommy,songs,friends..
Are you loud or quiet most of the time:loud?haha
Are you confident: yes.i have to !my future depends on my confidence!
5 things I was doing 10 years ago
1. in standard 4 failing my Chinese spelling almost every week.=D
2. wake up at 5am just to wait for grandpa's morning call..
3.played pepsi cola with tze jie,letitia,....etc can't remember their names.
4. greeting and bowing at every teacher i see in school-_-
5. waiting for the day i finish Chinese school....(haha but i don't regret a single thing now=)
5 things on my to-do list today
1. finish studying bio Aplication
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3. -
4.-
5. -
wow what an interesting day!
5 snacks I enjoy
1. gree tea wafers
2.everyhting in O Macha!
3. yogurt
4. -
5. -
5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1. shop till i drop
2. travel around the world
3. buy a huge house with an international size pool!
4. give out scholarships
5.
5 of my bad habits
1. hot tempered
2. impatient
3. kiasu
4. can't think of anything else....did i leave out anything??
5.
5 places I have lived in
1. lived in K.L. 20 years of my life!!wu lioa right!>.< style="font-weight: bold;">5 jobs I've had1.tuition teacher at Golden Nexus 2.ISKL drama club helper 3. Mega kids party helper. 4. almost famous troupe drama for kids helper 5. - 5 people I tag1. shu hui2. xian 3. anyone who doesn't have this on their blog. 4. 5. Labels: taggs
Can you believe it ,it's the end of August!
4 words to describe my week.
1.Stress
2.Angry
3.Happy
4.emotional
Stress
trials has started.
mechanics didn't go as bad as i expected it to be.Thank God.
Chem P4 was great except for the mass spectrometer question.=/
i still don't understand the damm thing and Mr.Murali is only half way through the topic.=(
i'm gonna make it a point to master Mass spectrometer and NMR during my study break .
i'm sorry Mr.Murali, i'm gonna be a very paranoid student for this chapter.;)
Angry
i got a call from a stalker who has been apparently "observing" me .
if i never answered the phone i would have never knew about it and God knows what this stalker is up to.
hey MR.stalker,
As much as you want to get to know me i don't think Stalking is the best way to it.
you get zero for 1ST impressions.
God knows how long you have been stalking around but i hope it leads you to my blog and please i really need you to think twice before you go too far.
1. I'm not any random girl that you think you can get with by random calling.
2.i don't believe in love at 1st sight so you can forget about telling me sweet nothings because I'm all about reality.Actions speaks louder than words.
3. last but not least you really have to work on better pick up lines.
oh yeah on the other hand my Dad knows about you and don't say i didn't warn you, my Dad is not the best person to mess with.
and i don't thing he appreciates you stalking around his baby girl;)
he was exceptionally early yesterday to fetch me and he walk around Asia Cafe just to look out for the suspicious YOU!
(honestly i have never seen my dad be so protective over me ..o.o)
having said that,i hope you find a another target and enjoy stalking her.
thank you.
Happy
the noisy bunch of ppl of PM17 are finally gone!=)
happy happy joy joy!=)
the class is finally peaceful !
i love it!!!!=D
i know it's so selfish and mean but hey try sitting in a class with a bunch of playful rich man's kids who don't care a damm for their studies and instead interrupt the class almost every single lesson with the dumbest questions .-_-
even Ms.Charmaine who is practically the most patient lecturer finds it annoying .
ANYWAY they are GONE!
so long farewell!
hahaha.=p
Emotional
Met up with Nadia for the last time on Wednesday..
hey nadia,
have a safe journey and don't forget to set up your blog and facebook.
miss you lots!!
 muhibah spirit eh? haha
btw, Happy 51st B'day Malaysia!
Labels: Friends, life
it's been 8 weeks into the semester though it feels like the 1st week.
i still remember the 1st day stepping into Taylors thinking about how lonely it will be not knowing a soul here.
how time flies, I have only 2 months to go before i end my journey here.
well it's not like I'm going to miss anyone here ... oh probably the only thing i will miss is the library who has been my companion for the past 8 months and uncle librarian who has always been so kind to me and oh the malay robotic guy librarian who gives me chills everytime i borrow books.=/
oh well..
i seriously can't wait to finish !
i can't wait to go to Aussie !
i can't wait to go to Ireland!
i can't wait to see 'him'!
i can't wait to cross this phase of my life I've been on for the longest time.
as much as i wish my fate was like Nadia's i don't regret a single thing I've been through.
i believe everyone has their own journey.
although this wouldn't be the path i would have choose from the start , let's face the fact.... I'm already on it , might as well walk along and make the best in what i undertake rite?.=)
I've decided not to make my circumstances my obstacle.
and now I've reach the crossroad once again.
this time my decision is going to change my life forever.
It took me some time to think about it but I finally made up my mind and this time it's going to be my choice my way.
I want it my way!
did you hear me??!!!
MY WAY!!!!!!
Labels: diary, random
"please tell me that you feel the same way about me,
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know
Has it ever cross you mind
When were hangin, spending time ,
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever."
Oh CHEMISTRY please tell me that you feel the same way too.
(woot i'm starting to sing to my books 0.0)
something is seriously wrong with me today!
someone please help me,
Mass spectrometer and NMR is killing me softly with it's peaks!
p/s: A thousand apologies to laura and yinyau for handling all my nonsense today.
oh and Justina , sorry for not being sensitive over your hamster's death.=(
my hormones imbalance is really affecting me.
Labels: random
It's only the beginning now,
A pathway yet unknown;
At times the sound of other steps ...
Sometimes we walk alone. The best beginnings of our lives
May sometimes end in sorrow;
But even on our darkest days ...
The sun will shine tomorrow.
So we must do our very best
Whatever life may bring,
And look beyond the winter chill ...
To smell the breath of spring.
Into each life will always come
A time to start anew;
A new beginning for each heart ...
As fresh as morning dew.
Although the cares of life are great
And heads are bowed so low,
The storms of life will leave behind ...
The wonder of a rainbow.
The years will never take away
Our chance to start anew;
It's only the beginning now
So Dreams can still come true. ~ Gertrude B. McClain ~
dear Nadia,
you deserve this chance.
explore and discover what truly lies inside of you.
start fresh and remember to stay FOCUS in whatever you do.
please Don't leave me 'sesat' at RCSI !
oh yeah in the meantime,don't forget to 'cuci mata' around for me ;)
~~~~BON VOYAGE MY FRIEND~~~~~
somehow this looks so wrong;)
no comments.=/
finally a decent photo from them...swt.
i hearts this picture,it would have been perfect with if laura was in too =(
evil joey wong yin yau=p
Labels: Friends
i don't know how to put into words how i feel right now.
there's so many issues running through my head .
i have no idea how am i going to clear my doubts but i know i have to find a way...sigh:'(
nevertheless i'm grateful to have a mom who supports me all the way and friends who care about me so much.
i can't imagine living without all your support.
i seriously didn't expect myself to break down.
i guess even how strong i try to be there is still a soft spot inside of me that says Hannah it's ok, just let go.
and that's exactly what i did.
i bet laura and yinyau were surprise to see me cry ....yinyau even cried with me.(that's what true friends are for)thank you so much yinyau ,i owe you 1.
oh well , i feel so refresh after pouring my heart out.
it really feels better after the rain.
i'm still waiting for my rainbow ..it's ok....I'll wait.
Labels: diary
my hand was shaking as i open the CIE website..
my mom was waiting anxiously on skype...
never have i been so nervous.
facing my laptop with great anticipation i click on the url....
in less than 10 secs i was in tears as i watch my results appear.
even though it's only the 1st half of my overall results i have never felt so proud of myself....(i'm not gonna say what i got because i want to make sure of my overall results before telling any random person) but i think i've told all my dearest family and close frens who have always believe in me and gave me the faith and courage to believe in myself, oh except shu hui whom i can't reach now coz my credit has run dry .=(
you guys have been such an inspiration to me .
part of my success is because of you.
the 1st thing i told my mom was "mommy i have hope"!!
seriously i had no idea why i said that but hey if you really know my history you will know what i mean...which i believe only my mom will understand.
reflecting on my past and what i've been through i really can't believe i really could achieve what i just did.
i finally realise that my dream is actually so real and so much closer although i've only climb half way through this phase.
i always told myself that i was goin to get what i wanted but there was always a slight fear in me that my history would happen again...
ok let's not talk about my black past...
RIGHT NOW i feel so relieve
HANNAH GAN BENG YEE you finally have hope!!!!!!!!!!
oh GOD i never thought that you have really been listening to my prayers and now i know that it's actually never impossible to realise my potential .
i pray that You continue to guide me through my other half and grant me your wisdom.
mommy,
you are the 1st person who believe in me and probably the only person who believes in me this much.
thank you so much.I REALLY couldn't have done this without your love.
thank you sooooooooooooooo much!!!
oh yeah before i forget...
congratulations to laura,sonia and evil jo wong yin yau=p
you guys deserve it too!!=D
let's strive for A2 ~!
i'm really grateful for all that i've been through.
my next step is not gonna be easy but i'm ready and full of energy to face it!
nothing or anyone is gonna stop me from getting to where i wanna go.
A2 HERE I COME~~~~~~~
ps: this song is dedicated to all the happy happy joy joy ppl of PM17=)
OMG OMG!!!
i know this is my 2nd post of the day but i just got some very happy happy joy joy news from my swimming instructor=D
she told me that i've got what it takes to enter a life saving something something and get a certificate!!!!!!
and and she even said that i should take the something something bronze medal certificate that will enable me to teach swimming o.o
OMG i seriously never thought she would say that.
am i really up for it????
i was seriously so surprise when she said that and i ask her about 5 times whether she was really serious ???!!
and she said "yes yes anything is possible ...if you got what it takes go for it"~~
(this women ar... so positive!! )and i tot i was positive -_-got ppl more 'geng' than me!
anyway, it really made me think....hey why not ???
if i really take this seriously and get that certificate it would add up to my non academic achievements and hey i even can get myself a job as a life guard when i'm overseas.(maklumlah i would be so broke when i'm all on my own and with the sales and ever demanding lifestyle...i would die if i just live on my sponsorship)
so at the end of the day taking up swimming wasn't a bad idea ...
and hey i really like that mushroom float thingy i learn today!!!!^.^
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