UPDATES. I made Alginate beads on Monday. by far the most interesting Bio experiment=D Hui kun, my lab partner and I spent like half of the time making the beads instead of doing the experiment.=p
Actually hor I don't know what to blog about.=/ hmmph...
I wanted to blog about 'her' but I decided not to be a meani so I'll just pass that. just a note, I confronted her today and told her what the problem was but whether she understands what I'm trying to say is a another story.-_- she has to choose to change or just continue being that lil bitch. either way It has nothing to do with me. OK I'm a meani yeah I know. haha. huhu. watever.
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It's Raya Break. yea rite la...more like another study break.-_-
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Nadia is having a blast in Ireland. she gets to walk pass RCSI everyday since it's near her school>>how inspiring. lecturers are great, students are great,life is great. sad to hear ,she said there's no hot Irish guys .hmmph.
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DANIEL!I mean DANELL.-_- sighs.. I've always been proud of him until....yesterday. but you know what, maybe this is a good change for him. maybe he'll be more successful. but to be honest, I'm disappointed.
next. my air-con is running out of gas. it's so warm.phewww.
next. I keep sleeping at wrong angles my neck and shoulders hurt so badly. I really need a massage !! but I don't want to waste money. I rather just deal with the pain. I'm not stingy ,I have a whole list of things to save for... even Santa Claus cant help me.
next. I think due to my weird sleeping position I'm getting weird dreams. I dreamt about Danell in college.then this someone was there too...I cannot mention about this someone here....later you salah faham...but I wasn't even thinking of this someone...=/ and how can this someone appear in college??with DANELL!
next. I'm tired of looking at chem but chem application is staring at me.=/
next..... next..... next........
I'm sleepy but chem application is still staring at me. FINE! I'm coming ,stop staring at me!
LYRICS: Demi Lovato: "This Is Me" I've always been the kind of girl That hid my face So afraid to tell the world What I've got to say But I have this dream Bright inside of me I'm gonna let it show, it's time To let you know To let you know
This is real, this is me I'm exactly where I'm suppose to be, now Gonna let the light, shine on me Now I've found, who I am There's no way to hold it in No more hiding who I want to be This is me
Do you know what it's like To feel so in the dark To dream about a life Where you're the shining star Even though it seems Like it's too far away I have to believe in myself It's the only way
This is real, This is me I'm exactly where I'm suppose to be, now Gonna let the light, shine on me Now I've found, who I am There's no way to hold it in No more hiding who I want to be This is me
You're the voice I hear inside my head The reason that I'm singing I need to find you, I gotta find you You're the missing piece I need The song inside of me I need to find you, I gotta find you
This is real, this is me I'm exactly where I'm suppose to be, now Gonna let the light, shine on me Now I've found, who I am There's no way to hold it in No more hiding who I want to be This is me You're the missing piece I need The song inside of me (this is me) You're the voice I hear inside my head The reason that I'm singing Now I've found, who I am There's no way to hold it in No more hiding who I want to be This is me.
Joe the Hot dude!(oh God He is really HOT!!!zheeeee!)
Nick The shy and cute dude;)
and Kevin the Cool dude!~~
they are hilarious ! they make my dark clouds just disappear~~^^ I was so frustrated with that shorty when I was browsing through youtube....but when I found this video my anger melted...(I'll talk about her later...-_-) oh Joe,funny hot Joe*melts* >>>definitely my kinda guy;) here check this out~
I'm finally getting there for Mechanics. Studying Mechanics is like biting on Bitter cord but telling yourself that it's actually good for you. Ok maybe it's just me. MS.Indra has been very patient with me.
Received this yesterday. This is IT. This is my FINAL battle . This is what I've been waiting for since January.
sigh I know I've been writing very personal and low postings lately. But this is pretty much what's going on in my life.
This is my 3rd post of the day!! what to do...it's a public holiday and I'M AGITATED!
just a small note..... 1.my Internet explorer is finally working but now I prefer Mozilla Firefox!=) 2.Mommy gave me her credit card number which means......(evil grin;)) LOL of coz not!! I am an OBEDIENT daughter! right mommy?^^ 3.I wanted to change my blog song but I am still in cloud9 with THE SCRIPT! 4.my dark circles are increasing !!
last but not least you didn't have to know anything about me but I'm crapping because I have no life! (ehem I mean for NOW!)
I bet many of you want to keep away from me as far as possible after reading my previous post right?? hahahaha see I don't look scary right??^^ sorry I don't have a cute expression so I'l just give you the pathetic look-_-
anyway that is why God and my parents decided to create me at the right time which was the time of the GEMINI zodiac;)
Gemini are extremely independent. They will not be pinned down by anyone or any rules. They need to experience the world on their own. Change and freedom are extremely important to Gemini, they will never let anyone dictate them, they are extremely independent and freedom is essential to their mental well being.
Gemini and Friendship:
Gemini make very interesting and exciting friends. They like to leave their mark on everyone they meet. They are very flighty and will disappear for a long time as they meet new friends and explore new places. But when they come back, they will have new thoughts, opinions and interesting things to share and ideas to teach. Life is very interesting and fun with a Gemini friend. If you need any advice, Gemini is the one to ask. They are masters of communication and they can help you get what you need by helping you with persuasion and enthusiasm, and they give good advice too. Do not however, bog a Gemini down with all of your emotional problems, they are not want to deal with it because it depresses them and steps on their freedom if you need too much long term help, support and follow up. A Gemini friend can fill you in with the latest gossip and if you love conversation, the Gemini delivers! They are very generous with their friends, they will spend lots of time with you and share everything with you. Even though Gemini is a social butterfly, they always need time for themselves and that should be respected.
Gemini Temperament:
Gemini have the ability to react instantly to situations, and as a result, they have a very nervous temperament. They can be compared to a wound up spring as they attempt to absorb everything they can about their surroundings at once. The fact that they enjoy various situations and people add to their nervousness and that means they are almost constantly wound up. However, if they experience boredom and have nothing to survey, they get the same emotions, the need for excitement and variety. This is the Gemini duality, constantly conflicting emotions in one spontaneous, excitable package.
Gemini Deep Inside:
One downfall of Gemini is their superficiality. Instead of looking deep into a person's real qualities, Gemini will judge a person by the way they treat them. This can lead Gemini to have wrong impressions of people and can cause problems in relationships. Gemini's can have feeling of discouragement and moodiness although they never allow this to be seen by anyone but heir closest friends or family. Gemini usually want everyone to think that they are always happy and doing wonderfully and stress never affects them.
What it's like to date a Gemini Woman:
The Gemini woman is truly enchanting. However, dating her might feel more like a friendship then a real relationship due to her casual nature. This is not necessarily a disadvantage, for the casual man who shy's away from overly romantic emotions, she is the perfect woman. Since she is the astrology sign of the duality, she offers quite the challenge. One one hand, she needs to be nurtured, loved and catered to and on the other hand, she needs stimulation and novelty. She is very demanding and if you do not provide what she wants, she will be off onto the next adventure pretty quickly. To keep her interested is a challenge, not completely impossible so she is the perfect woman for the man who likes stimulation and a challenge. She needs a partner with a quick mind, she tends to poke and prod at the emotions and the minds of those who are mentally slower then her, make sure you can keep up to her wit or you will briskly be left behind. She is prone to keeping men on a string, not completely heartlessly, she is evaluating if the man is worth her attention and her time she has no time to waste with a dull man. Once you have her approval, she can easily become jealous. The reason for her is jealousy is that if she is going to open up to a man, when she rarely completely opens up to anyone, she does not want to risk her being deceived or hurt. If you are with a Gemini woman and she becomes jealous, you are on the right track to true love! Gemini women are so exciting that they are worth the effort.
Gemini in a Nutshell:
Gemini people are many sided, quick both in the mind and physically. They are brimming with energy and vitality, they are clever with words. They are intelligent and very adaptable to every situation and every person. Gemini are curious and always want to know what's going on in the world around them. They are not one to sit back and watch the world go by, they want to be involved. This can sometimes make Gemini noisy, they do not mind their own business! This is because they really enjoy communicating, more so then most other astrology signs, they are the ultimate social butterfly. Gemini can talk and talk, but they have interesting things to say, their talk is not mindless babble. They have interesting opinions and thoughts on things and are not afraid to speak their mind. They are always in the know and are the one to see for the latest juicy gossip. Lacking perseverance, Gemini easily goes off topic to explore another thought or idea. Gemini are superficial, they will form opinions on matter without diving into them and exploring them fully. This can lead them into thinking they know everything, which they usually do but their mind is too busy to be concerned with fine details. Routine and boredom are Gemini's biggest fears. Gemini would rather be naive then know the depressing truth, they do not want anything putting a damper on their freedom or positive energy.
Now that you know a Little more about myself please don't run away the next time you see me;)
note: It's not that I believe in all this but what they say is exactly who I am.
Yinyau said: "Hannah, don't be mad la...I'm very scared of you now."
Am I that scary a person when I'm mad? The answer is YES, YES AND YES!!!
people often ask me why am I so mean and hot tempered.
To me I feel that people are the ones that get on my nerves and step over the line and then have the cheek to say I am a very hot tempered person.!>.<
a brief explanation . The Dragon!
February 17 1988 ~ February 5 1989 : Earth Dragon
Dragon people are balls of fire! They are full of vitality and love of life. Always on the run, they drag their faithful band of admirers behind them. Dragons are egotistical, eccentric, demanding, and giving.
They are proud, direct, and loaded with high ideals which they always try to live up to. Having a zeal for life, they want to live it on a grand scale. They have the potential for accomplishing many great things as long as they don't get too far ahead of themselves. When dragons do something, good or bad, you can be certain their deeds do not go unnoticed! Dragons are always making the news.
It is next to impossible to win an argument with Dragon people. They intimidate anyone who challenges them. Once you arouse their anger, they keep after you for a very long time.
Dragons are extremely loyal to friend sand family. When really needed they always come to the rescue. They are the first ones to say "I told you so". In spite of being overly emotional(oh so very true!=p), a Dragon is not sentimental or even romantic(sorry future husband;)). They will just take it for granted that everyone loves them. Although they are stubborn and irrational, they are not petty or begrudging with their favours. It's hard for them to hide their feelings. They don't even try.
Not being secretive themselves, they can't be expected to keep a confidence for long; but Dragons speak from the heart and are always sincere=D. Their manners may seem brusque and too direct, but they merely want to get things moving. Being creatures of action, they motivate others, too(which I find myself doing quite often-_-). They often get into rushes and fail to see the flaws in a situation.O.o
Instead of diving in, Dragons need to learn to check things out better. Dragons need purpose in their lives, causes to fight for, and goals to reach. An uninvolved Dragon is a sad sight indeed.(oh so true!)
Dragons consider themselves very strong. They will often bite off more than they can chew. When this happens, they are too proud to ask for help and exhaust themselves. Dragons can do many things well. They maybe artists, politicians, doctors(OMG!), or ministers. When Dragons choose the right profession, they will be successful and devoted. They just can't help winning!In romance, Dragons are seldom the losers and are usually the ones breaking hearts. Dragons don't marry too young, and many are content and happier living alone. Dragons will always have more than their share of friends and admirers to keep them company. Dragons are really softies and fall apart if they lose their supporters. They dazzle as long as there's someone who believes in them.
This is so random and maybe even lame....=p mommy was telling me I should appreciate everything that i have... then I wondered..... Pink laptop,Pink phone,Car(It's not pink!!plus sharing it with a 74 year old 'lao ku po' is no fun!>. anyway yeah maybe she's right....
let's see what else...
I have: 1 Father in Heaven. AMEN.=D 1 Biological father. 1 Godfather. and last but not least 1 SUGAR DADDY!!!!!!=D(no offence geoff..i lub u very much!)
WOW! how many people can have what I have right???
OK maybe I should appreciate more....but you know what ?? to tell you the truth...
I WANT MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want everything !! (sigh what's wrong with me-_-)
told u it's random and lame.=p (blogging from the library and I'm cold...buu!)
It's the last day of semester break but it's not like I had any break throughout the week. The only thing I manage to do is to catch up on my sleep=)yay! I feel like a pig ! watever la, and i'm not going to have much sleep after this anyway.
Don't feel like going out . Don't feel like laughing. Don't feel like talking. Don't feel like chasing DANIEL. Everyone is so lame. NO I'm not having PMS.
I've kept the bubbly HannahG in the closet and she's not coming out until further notice.. Don't call her . Don't try to cheer her up.(It won't work)
1. morning morning have to give that mommy of mine a solid piece of my mind and keep motivating her to finish what she started. tension aku! sigh sometimes I really feel like the mother than the Daughter =_="
2. My stupid padlock got stuck and I couldn't open my locker , and Library Uncle had to come help me cut the whole padlock ! now I have to buy a new padlock and I'm already so broke.='( damm it! I think I have to eat digestives until Dec!
3. i don't know what's wrong with my nephrons/pituatary gland. I think I went to the toilet more than 10 times! and it's not like I drank a lot of water>.< shen jing ping!
4. now I keep sneezing ! my nose is so itchy! I know la.. someone misses me ;p but not until like this la! gaaaaa! very very lame day!
was listening to the radio and heard this band called The Script with their latest single,'The man who can't be moved'. there was something about the lead singer's voice that made me melt so i google up about them and guess what, they are from DUBLIN,IRELAND! olala I think Ireland isn't a bad choice for me after all....=D my personal favourite song from the band is 'The end where I begin';) AND omg the lead singer DANNY O'Donaghue is such a HOTTIE!. *MELTS* DANNY, wait for me I'm coming ,2009!!=p
THE SCRIPT from left:Glen Power, Danny O'Donaghue , Mark Sheehan.
check out their website=) http://www.thescriptmusic.com/gb/home/
It's been a while since i blog about my thoughts...
I have been thinking about my future lately...well it's not like i don't think about it but this time i begin to think about it from a different view and i actually wonder if I'm doing the right thing. it was like yesterday i started standard 1 and here i am now about to end my college life and stepping into University life. and then i wonder what i my life will be in 5 years...where will i be..what will i be doing..will i ever find Mr.Right and will i ever be satisfied with what i have?? i know it's all too early and only time can tell but somehow there is this eagerness inside of me impatiently wanting an answer.
i realise that it's harder to express my feelings now compared to when i was like 12 or 13 where i use to be so bold in expressing myself. people get harder to deal with and friends are not as true as they use to be back in kindergarten or primary school. As much as i wish for a less complicated life i have no regrets or complains about the life I'm having now except that i find myself having so many decisions to make and no one can actually help me make them.
and then there's the problem of raging hormones where sometimes i just wished i had someone by my side(BESIDES MY MOM) when I'm down or discouraged but sometimes i feel so strong and motivated that I'm able to do everything by myself.
the decisions I'm about to make are so crucial and i have to live with it for the next 5 -6 years of my life .I really don't want to make the wrong choice and i really want to live my next 5 years to the fullest. this is my Now and I'm never getting my youth back..i really want the best out of it.
what i can say now is that i'm taking 1 step at a time and i believe that everything will happen when it's suppose to happen, after all what is life without challenges right?
I guess it's true what they say that college life is not just about studying and getting into University but it's a time to discover yourself.
I've discovered what i really want and i really want to make it Happen.
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