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oh my gawd just look how dead my blog is!
well it's been pretty dead all year long actually...hehe
This year's Christmas was nothing but boredom and polaramine pills.
stayed in bed for 3 days till Nic pull me out of the house yesterday for some fresh air.
end of story.
what's more important is I realise that as the year comes to an end, I am a better,improved, more knowledgeable human being and that's a accomplishment for me.
And as I enter the scary world of what they call ADULTHOOD ,I will always treasure my teenage years.
The days where all I think about was how to please the teachers or making myself famous enough to win votes to become the president of the library and school societies .
Days where all I wanted was to get good results in my SPM.
Days where I had lots of cat fights with my peers but later on laugh at ourselves like idiots.
Indeed the best time of life.
Colleges days that I will miss so much.
in a nutshell, my top 20 I list....:
1. I suddenly find myself changing my priorities.
2. I find chasing after my once so called Idol not as 'exciting' and fun as before.
3 .I find myself in a place full of opportunities and I can't seem to find the right choice or make
the right decision.It use to be so easy making choices , it was always either this or that but now everything has it pros and cons.
4. I find myself thinking about my future in a way I've never thought before.
5. I learn to start all over when I hit rock bottom .
6. I learn to be brave and stand up for myself.
7. I start to wonder what maturity will do to me and dread of becoming a typical superficial stereotype Adult .
8. I start to wonder where my life is taking me.
9. I wonder if there is really that special soulmate waiting for me.
10. I experienced the wildest college experience at TAYLORS .
11. I successfully studied in the freezing library for more than 8 hours.EVERYDAY.
12. I got to know a bunch of crazy fun friends.MINUS THE DRAMA OF THE MIDGET.
13. I realise that holding back what you want to say brings nothing but regret.
14. I can't wait to leave and start my OWN life without a 73 old fussy pot fussing around.
15. I realise that my dream is more than just a dream. It's a passion. Something that I must accomplish in this life.
16. I was stalked by some crazy maniac in ASIA CAFE and Just fyi I never waited alone at AC for my dad after that.
17. I realise that all my childhood dreams are nothing but memories now.
18. I slept for more than 12 hours in a row for the 1st time in my life.
19. I went ice skating for the 1st time.(something I never thought I will do.)
20. I CAN'T WAIT TO END 2008 and start a new chapter of my life.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!! Labels: random
TITLE:SOBER
ARTIST: PINK
I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest
Or the girl who never wants to be alone
I don't wanna be that call at four o'clock in the morning
'Cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home
Aahh, the sun is blinding
I stayed up again
Oohh, I am finding
That's not the way I want my story to end
[Sober Lyrics On http://www.elyricsworld.com/ ]
I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're my protection
But how do I feel this good sober?
I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence...
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation
When I won't remember, save your breath, 'cause what's the use?
Aahh, the night is calling
And it whispers to me softly, "come and play"
Aahh, I am falling
And if I let myself go, I'm the only one to blame
I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?
I'm comin' down
Comin' down
Comin' down
Spinnin' round
Spinnin' round
Spinnin' round
Looking for myself.. Sober
Comin' down
Comin' down
Comin' down
Spinnin' round
Spinnin' round
Spinnin' round
Looking for myself.. Sober
When it's good, then it's good, it's so good, 'till it goes bad
Till you're trying to find the you that you once had
I have heard myself cry
Never again
Broken down in agony
And just trying to find a friend
I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?
I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?
How do I feel this good sober?Labels: lyrics
Outing with my pink Besties=)
Finally after 6 months apart, the time came for me to meet my crazy Pink Besties=)
As usually It took forever for Justina to arrive the setiawangsa station where I sat patiently waiting in my car for almost AN HOUR!=_=
finally the queen of media studies made her appearance and off we headed to my oh so lovely home>> MID VALLEY=)
(I honestly don't like the Christmas deco this year though...looks more like circus festival deco to me :s)
met up with genie and weiting at RED BOX the Gardens and sang our heads off like crazy morons but who cares rite;) it's not like there was a Edward or anyone CLOSE to edward there...=D
since the karoake session came with a set lunch we decided to have lunch there.
honestly it SUCK! big time!I hardly even finish anything on my plate ! I wouldn't even mind just paying RM18 for the karoake session alone !>.<
met up with xian after the karoake session.
Gosh it's a nightmare putting xian and Justina together...they were like molesting each other???!!I'm starting to think twice whether I should go clubbing with Justina...just imagine what she will become when she's drunk o.o LOL
Oh yeah and it's good to see my Little genie maturing into a fine young lady and not going towards the LALA way....that's the way girl!=)
she fits perfectly with us despite being the youngest...and I'm the oldest !gosh I feel so old!:'(
walk the whole mid valley the rest of the time and ended up with nothing in my hands=(
anyway It's not like I have a lot of money ='(
I'M BROKE!WAAAAAAAAA!!:'(
but at the end of the day it was real solid crazy fun with my Pink besties so I guess it was worth it=)
LOVE YOU ALL !MUAKSS!
This was the only picture we took all together and it turn out BAD!:'(
crazy pinkies doing crazy stuff...I swear we look so retarded!
XIAN's brilliant idea which made me make a fool out of myself later on ...AND NO I'm not posting it here! I ALREADY got humiliated in facebook and weiting's blog=_=
this picture speaks for itselfs!I love it though=)
Weiting and I
My phone hates weiting...MUAHAHAHA
genie, me and weiting's half head=)
This time genie's half head...hahaha
this time everyone's head was in but it was taken at a very naked tree=o
LOL
crazy geminis ...
and yet another half head picture for the record!
1st time in my life I receive a birthday present after 7 months!hahaha
LOVE IT ,MY SWEETGEMINI!!!MUAKSSS!
I love it !!see my body turn red after wearing it=)*wubwub*Labels: Friends, hearts
 went to watch twilight with Nic and Elfa yesterday. OMG ROBERT PATTINSON is super freaking HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTT and funny and cute !!!!!*wubwub*
even if you're not into vampires like me, EDWARD makes the movie worthwhile.TRUST ME!
oh and if you are a girl and you don't come out of the cinema all mesmerize something is WRONG with you women!!=p
P/S: justina,I don't care if it's cliche .EDWARD melts my heart=D
| Robert Pattinson |
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Pattinson at the Twilight premiere in Los Angeles | | Born | Robert Thomas-Pattinson
May 13, 1986 (1986-05-13) (age 22)
London, England | | Occupation | Actor, model | | Years active | 2004—present |
he's a MAY baby!!!*wubwub*
   awwwwwwww EDWARD!!!!!!!
I am not a big fan of Movies but this is 1 movie I will watch a million times!!!honestly=D
Saturday is another date with Edward and this time with my pinkiessssss=D
I can't wait!!!!!!Labels: hearts
Tagged by Aising=)
Christmas is just round the corner, well, although it's about a month away, anyway, i want to start a new tag, where you enter 5 of your christmas wishlist.It's just a wishlist, you can enter anything you want.So i shall start with mine,
1) have more money to shop
2) granny stops nagging
3) mummy A's all her papers=)
4) gor gor starts being a man=_=
5) secret wish;)
p/s:I have other things that I want so badly but that will be my 'MUST HAVE LIST' instead of
'wish list';)
Well, this is my christmas wishlist. And let the tag begin! I shall start with :- 1) Justina 2) Genie
3) Wei Ting 4) shu hui
5) Chand
6) xian
Labels: taggs
DECEMBER
it's Christmas time!!!
~Deck the halls with boughs of holly,
Fa la la la la, la la la la.
Tis the season to be jolly,
Fa la la la la, la la la la. ~ It's My favourite time of the year !
Happy or sad, loner mood or not I'm gonna celebrate my Christmas and New year to the max=D
To get myself in the mood I Went Ice skating for the 1st time on Thursday with Nic and Laura.
IT WAS HORRIBLE!!!>.<
Nic and Laura were like pros while I was like an Idiot holding on to the side =_=
I only enjoyed the part where I was holding on to Nic and he took me around the Ice ring but he was going too fast and finally when he stop I fell on my knees +_+
we plan to go swimming next and this time it's my game!=p
yesterday I went to the Newly open Aeon Jusco at AU2.
I have to say I'm pretty impress with the place.
they even have subway and daily fresh which btw reminds me of Taylors=(
and finally today I went to Mid Valley , GOD it feels like going home=)
I guess I'm starting to enjoy my Holidays,FINALLY!
No more post-exam depression , FREEDOM HERE I COME!
  little Cousin from Johor.=)
                   
AEON JUSCO, AU2:
ICE SKATING: Laura trying to get her shoe off and Nic's colour hands=)
Christmas Shopping is next~Fa la la la la, la la la la.Labels: family, Friends, holidays
BOREDOM
Boredom eats the hell of me.
Serious I can't go on like this !
I rather just enter ANY course in February than wait for September.(herrrrherr, I'm just kidding I wouldn't change my mind.EVER.)
Uncle Emmy was suppose to come yesterday but he couldn't make it.
double boredom.
went to KLCC today and guess what I saw SALE SALE SALE SALE EVERYYYYYWHERE!!!!!
The Malaysian Mega SAVING sale is on!!!!(I don't really understand the saving part though..:s)
I went to NOSE to check out some shoes and ISETAN has pretty good bargains too...
gaaaahh how to resist???
I feel like buying so many things but I know I can't spend. ='(
but seriously tell me how to resist discounts like 50% at MNG and 70% at ISETAN.:S
somehow I manage to control my spending by reminding myself of application fees.=(
I'm recovering from my Post-Exam depression.
but soon I'll have a No- Money depression.
After a few days of sobbing away all my Post- Exam depression I started thinking about my future .
THEN SUDDENLY Uncle Emmy send me an E-mail and it really got me thinking and I think it's real good advice not just for me but anyone in my position .
(FInally someone in this family that speaks sense!!(besides my mum=))
here are some quotes:
"You should have as many options in front of you as possible. Try New Zealand as well, even if their intake is later in the year. If they are cheaper, you should go that way, even if you lose yet another year. You really need to patient about the process because it is going to be really expensive otherwise."
"Also look at the US. Although in the US, medical studies is a post-graduate course of an additional 3-5 years after under-graduate, they have the best medical schools in the world and getting a degree from there is worth the process. There are 1-2 universities that have a straight entry into a pre-med course."
"Even if you get straight As in our SPM, I can’t see the average Malaysian student being able to compete internationally. I see students from all over the world, and even the students from countries like India and China are today 10 times better than the Malaysian students."
( there's another line to this sentence but it's a little too sensitive to be up on my blog
ps: I don't want to end up at ISA:S)
"Also, the purpose of education is not just to get a piece of paper. As you said, it is the total educational experience like you had at Taylors."
"Also remember your own heritage. Your great grandfather on your mother’s side, my grandfather and Amah’s father, Mr Dasan, was the government printer in his time, which was a very senior position during the colonial era. That meant that he had superior communications skills. That is probably why I eventually became a world class publisher in my own right. It is a natural in the Dasan family. To some extent, without any effort, your English appears to be good, but could be better if you put some more effort into strengthening it. Not so much English, but communication."
"The other thing you would need is a small skill . I had suggested learning salsa dancing for example. It is only one suggestion. It could be giving tuition or whatever, but make it unique. These are things you can do to raise your own money through university. If in Malaysia, you could give tuition. But something like salsa or whatever else, can make you unique as well as give you a chance to socilaise while earning money as a teacher. If you don’t think you will like salsa, then think of something else that you would really like that you could become a teacher in your own right anywhere – karate black belt whatever."
and finally....
"Life has a way of looking after itself. Just take the first step."
NOW that is what I call a good piece of advice.
now my feedback:
Options
I believe Everyone has their own thinking and feelings, well maybe not all of you will agree with what I'm saying But hopefully a few of you will, it also depends on the type of person you are.
here's an example:
you want to buy a certain type of top but that particular shop didn't have the colour you wanted.
Though there's so many other OPTIONS you somehow just feel that that particular colour is the right one for you .
some people would go all out, maybe even to another mall just to get what that colour.
then, there's others who don't mind and would go with whatever other colour or maybe wouldn't even bother and just forget about buying it.
I would be the one that will go to another mall just to get that particular colour.
what I'm trying to say is I know what I want and where I want to go.
I understand that there are so many places that Might just be perfect BUT if it's not what I want it would be of no meaning and the last thing I want to do is to live in regrets.
but it's not the same with University Options, I wish it was as easy as just going to another mall but it's not.
I did send my application to a few places but in my heart, One place and only that place will be my goal.
Even if I only get to do my Post -Graduate there I will wait.
I couldn't agree more about Malaysian students and yes I am ashamed to be called one.
don't get me wrong, I love my birth Country.
It's just that I don't see myself improving here and that is why I have No choice .
I do however have all the intention to come back and be a good service to my community and maybe things will be different when I return and that the younger generation will have a better education.
But for now, I have to do what is best for me.
then comes the funny part,1st of all I am not a Dasan and yes we may have similar minisatelite patterns but that certainly does not guarantee that I will inherit "the good communicator" gene especially after being cross with the GAN gene.
I doubt if that's even possible !
and besides that, I never really inherited ANY good genes from either side of my parents...my mom's side is very business and art orientated but I'm stuck in the world of SCIENCE!
and my DAD'S side...hmmm it will take forever to figure out what good genes they have!LOL
no matter what they are my parents and I love them=)
but I have to say that I am the one and only HANNAH GAN BENG YEE!
maybe I have the mutated gene.* MUAHAHAHA* *EVIL GRIN*
ANYWAY, coming back to being a good communicator, I do admit that I have to work on my English and communication skills .
I shall include that into my new year's resolution but I still intend to use my mandarin, all those 8 years of hard work!
I'm suppose to be multilingual but look at me jack of all trades master of none!=(
last but not least, I think that learning a skill is an excellent way to support my studies!
Salsa?????Let me think about it ....hehehe
I was thinking of swimming but then there are certain drawbacks, You know being a girl..!
I don't mind giving tuition...it's the 1 thing I inherited from my mum..>>teaching.
I might just start teaching tuition when school reopens...MONEY MONEY!!=)
and finally,
"Life has a way of looking after itself. Just take the first step.
somehow this phrase seems familiar to me because I have experience the touch of life and how it directs you without you knowing.
Although I am so curious of my future and where it will lead me , I trust in my faith and I will do my best wherever life takes me.
At the end of the day, we all want a life that will bring happiness and satisfactory. right?
but will we ever have such a perfect day?
Labels: life, random
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