I got bitten! No not by an insect,Not by an animal, Not by anybody but by my own shoes! goshhh! Never thought that this particular red pair would cause me so much pain!! should have taken Justina's advice and bite the damm thing before I wore them for the 1st time!=_+ It's no point biting them now that I've already wore them rite??=( Was gonna get those shoe patches from Watson but didn't have the time due to my sponsorship proposal and IELTS preparation. sighssssss:'(
I didn't realise how much torture it caused until I decided to go for a run instead of swimming today and I couldn't even wear my shocks properly!>.< Ended up going swimming but didn't last long coz it started to rain .:'(
poor feet of mine, force to endure all the unnecessary pain due to an "overly obsess with shoes" owner.
I went to register for IELTS at IDP KL and later decided to stop by KLCC to get those shoes Patches when woot !something took me by surprise!TOTAL SURPRISE! I passed by VINCCI and I saw all the lovely shoes thrown all over the place!!!!! And ppl where gushing in and trying them on like nobody's business! OH MY GAWDDDDDDDDDDDDD!! I was HEART BROKEN! this ppl have no respect for shoes at all! pretty pretty pumps, heels and WEDGES scattered all over the place.:'(
sighsss I'm really disappointed with VINCCI'S management.
Here I am willing to suffer all the pain of wearing my new pumps and there they treat them like a piece of junk! this is just too sad!=_=
well maybe I'm too sensitive when it comes to shoes.=p
My sponsorship proposal is giving me hell! KIASU from kiasu land wants everything under the sun ! well what can I say, we can't have everything our way right?
THANK YOU MUMMY for helping me all the way and sleeping late every night just to finish it=) we usually call it a day when it's 12am here and 1am there and it's still a looooooong way to go =( DID I EVER MENTION HOW COOL MY MUMMY IS???^.^ LOVE HERRRRRRRRRRRRRR TO PIECESSSSSSS!!! she's so cute I want to bite her !hehehehe
I have nothing to blog lately =/ well I've been busy and dead. Results are out, Satisfied and disappointed at the same time but I am proud to have defeated the curse of Ms.charmaine! IT'S such a relieve to know that I am finally done with A-levels But what comes next is as crucial as working for good grades .=(
I will have to live with the consequences of my decision. I don't know if I will ever make the right choices in life and I don't want to live in regret if I change my mind. I am SURE that this is the road I want to travel,I don't know where it will lead me but if Life really knows how to take care of itself , I am willing to let go and just go with the flow. we'll see how it goes.
feeling confuse and undecided I drove all the way to subang to hang out with my College budds! met up with Chand, Sonia and Daim on wednesday after the results.Nic join in after he's classes. It felt weird going back to subang,the journey itself felt longer. :S but I guess My mood was restored as soon as I saw them=D I miss our sweet cafe and AC days!! spent a girly day out with Chand and Sonia again the next day .... Chand made us lunch =) NOT bad for a 1st timer!! at least she's better than me, I couldn't even cut the hotdog bun properly.=( kitchens and HannahG do not click at all!lol=.= it might change though;)
great fun with with them! at least it kept my mind off the worries for some time.
some pictures FINALLY from Chand's camera.=)
~Chand's Sleepover~ camwhoring is super fun with sonia!
camwhoring in the rain is priceless!
chand, me and varnam.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
me,varnam,chand,sonia and AHKYARBACTERIA D.=D
in the sauna=D
~ASIA CAFE~
Camwhoring with Chand take 1.
take 2
take 3. I look like a zombie here :s
Prianka.
Chand with Bacteria ;)
Prianka and Chand=)
Prianka's signature pose..haha
~ PLAYING POOL~ ~PIMPING Bacteria UP WITH PINK!~
trying to get a good shot!
Mission Accomplish!muahahaha!
~More from MOS~ the ladies plus bacteria's half body.;)
why does my favourite hobby have to interfere with my precious hair! WHY WHY WHY!!!
I've been wanting to treat my hair to a lovely day at the salon , pamper it with hair therapy and make it shine BUT when I think about how it will become after 1 month of swimming... No amount of conditioner can maintain it or prevent it from becoming freezy , dry and rough!and the cost of me sitting in the hair salon waiting for hours and hours and getting a stiff neck afterwards...>.<
ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!
why can't my hair cells and chlorine molecules just get along!>.<
No matter what I have to do my hair before CNY and afterwards I can't swim for at least 2 weeks to enjoy the smoothness and shine...:'(( SOBSS!!
Next week will be a busy week for me...oh GOD PLEASE BLESS ME!!!
Went shoe shopping at Jusco AU2 yesterday . Since I had too many wedges and heels I decided to get flats BUT just I had to get those black heels, with the ribbons tied behind....OH soooooo cute!^^ Then I got the maroon 1 for CNY and the white 1 just for fun.=p(the white 1 is very comfortable though, =)) black and white is my new thing,but I'll always have a special place in my heart for pink;)
later in the evening,mummy called me so I told her I went shoe shopping. she instantly said :"so how many pairs did you get" with a sarcastic tone=_= IT's like she has extra pairs of eyes following me everywhere I go!SCARYYYYYY! hahahahahaha! I think she knows me too well :s
p/s: Justina, you FINALLY see that I am my brother's fraternal twin born 3 years later?hahahaha I was watching the National Geographic channel the other day and apparently there are a few cases where more than one egg is fertilized but some mysteriously degenerates :s maybe I was the mysterious zygote that went invisible and stayed hidden in my mother's womb then 3 years later I decided to make myself visible!tada! I don't know where this is going....=/ sorry I just woke up....half of my brain is still in dream land. And hey I am not perasan , it was super weird and ironic ,the way they were staring at me, at 1st I thought my skirt zip was unzipped so I ran to the toilet!
my nose is FLAT! I want my mummy's nose! God was not paying attention when HE was creating me:( lol joking joking. I am who HE wants me to be!=)
lastly, yes I have always had this thing for dreamy , blur BUT SMART looking guys , I thought you knew that?=/
I'm planning to go to the education fair in KLCC today, or maybe tomorrow? hmmmm we'll see.
Sometimes I get so weird I even freak myself out I laugh myself to sleep It's my lullaby Sometimes I drive so fast Just to feel the danger I wanna scream It makes me feel alive
Is it enough to love? Is it enough to breathe? Somebody rip my heart out And leave me here to bleed Is it enough to die? Somebody save my life I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
To walk within the lines Would make my life so boring I want to know that I Have been to the extreme So knock me off my feet Come on now give it to me Anything to make me feel alive
Is it enough to love? Is it enough to breathe? Somebody rip my heart out And leave me here to bleed Is it enough to die? Somebody save my life I'd rather be anything but ordinary please. I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
Let down your defences Use no common sense If you look you will see that this world is a beautiful accident, turibulent, succulent opulent permanent, no way I wanna taste it Don't wanna waste it away
Sometimes I get so weird I even freak myself out I laugh myself to sleep It's my lullaby
Is it enough? Is it enough? Is it enough to breathe? Somebody rip my heart out And leave me here to bleed Is it enough to die? Somebody save my life I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
Is it enough? Is it enough to die? Somebody save my life I'd rather be anything but ordinary please. oh I'd rather be anything but ordinary please .
busy running errands for other people but myself.How SAD can my life get!
today was mummy's errand day.Went to renew mummy's licenses ( local and international) I planned to wake up early knowing the people at JPJ would take forever to renew it. sadly I forgot to set my alarm and I woke up at 9:30am by getting a sms from Nic asking me to meet him for lunch, and finally I got out of the house 1 hour later.
tips for my ladies. wanna feel good about yourself? JPJ is the place to go!
from 'awek', 'leng lui' , to being offered free ICE CREAM ,I'm telling you JPJ is the place! I don't mean to be perasan but seriously the people there are as JACOON as can be. or maybe it's just rare that youngsters go there..coz everywhere I look stood driving school uncles and aunties:s
I've always been proud of myself being a Chindian but I think today mark the top score of chindian proud-o- meter! I was offered FOC ice-cream from a young lala chinese driving instructor by the photostat shop while my mum was on the phone laughing away coz she heard everything!=_= (just in case, I DIDN'T take the offer! I'm not cheap!) I was refered to as ' awek' by a mat rempit by the road side and finally I swear there were at LEAST 5 pairs of indian eyes staring at me while I was waiting for my number to be called.( I have to admit that was scary:s)
the usual me would have gave those high in Testosterone human beings a 'hey back off' stare just because they saw a high in progesterone human being in wedges and skirt walk by BUT it was the diversity of races that hold me back from frowning.
then I realise, Chinese are attracted to the way I dress, malays are attracted to the colour of my skin and indians are attracted to my 'no longer so straight ' hair and typical malayali eyes!
isn't it great being a chindian!=D
My whole JPJ experience was fun and even the T-clan were surprisingly fast at the counter. I had the license done in under 20 minutes!
finally I walk out of JPJ with my Chinese flat nose feeling just a little sharper.=p
now all I lack is the fake asian - british wannabe accent to attract the hawt blue eyes and brown messy hair guys that I dream of! what? not possible?
I suddenly feel like a slut>.< jeezzzz HANNAH get real!=_= this is so not me!
As much as I wanted to stay floating on cloud 9, Reality and gravity pull me back to earth. I had trouble posting my mum's documents back to Australia. T-clans at the post office were horrible! making a big issue of sending important documents like the license through registered mail. don't you think I wouldn't know that? and if I had a wiser way of passing it to my mum I would have done it!=_= after keeping me waiting for 15 minutes one T-clan told me: "you can send it but the risk is yours " I seriously wanted to give her my "do I look like I care " look but it was KLCC , the risk of me bumping into a hawt blue eye, brown hair guy is higher than the risk of that registered mail getting lost! so I politely answered ."ok. I'm aware of that, but I have no other choice,proceed please."*big smile*
finally mummy's license is done! I was suppose to do it last month=phehehehe p/s mummy dearest: nothing is free in this world, I expect more in my bank account next month!muahahahaha
wanted to do some shoe shopping but I met up with Nic instead and we went to Jusco to have lunch. poor fella ,bad day on the 1st day back to college.:s
oh I brought a new purse today and it's not pink!!=p
I was a reckless driver today. I think I made many people swear at me in their cars ;p but I made myself proud when I squeeze my baby matrix into a small parking( there were two four wheel drives beside me and the one on my left , he/she parked into my parking slot.well just a little )I stared at the parking lot for a few seconds and then figured wth, I CAN DO THIS! guess what ?? I DID IT and just fyi , I back parked and my baby was straight in! * I'm so proud of myself* Just wanted to feel a Little adrenaline run through me .haha=D
Your so gay and you don't even like boys! this song tickles my funny bone!hahahahaha
Haven't heard such dreamy voices in a long time ,you know since unavoidable was launch;)
Heard them for the 1st time in Nic's car on the way for swimming. I instantly melted to their dreamy voices and their superb music arrangement. Most of their songs are covers from various artist, but I have to say most of the covers are better than the original artists=D
currently hook on their medley acoustic version. I HEARTS their acoustic versions,especially the guitar strumming , OH SO LOVELY!!=D
I cannot stand my fussy pot grandmother. I call someone a bitch.(well not like she didn't deserve it, right?;)) I don't give people second chances until they really blow me off my feet. I cannot stand people who smoke and I always give them a sarcastic stares everytime I pass them .( it's not like they care anyway.)
sometimes it really scares me. but as ironic as it seems I get along just fine with my friends. and the best part is I love the way I am=) so I've decided, I am not going to judge myself and live my life just the way I want it.=)
mommy always says, I need someone who will stand up to all my whims and fancies, but I personally think my grandfather was the last person of that sort to live in this world.:s but sad to say he died early. so it proves to say "hao ren mei hao bao"how sad.LOL It would be a miracle if I meet someone like that. someone who I can argue with, throw pillows at and then settle down and make up=) Gosh I am so influence by PS. I LOVE YOU.lol well, my mom and I share alot in common and if she can find someone like geoff to put up with her, so can I!buu :p hehe
back to my reality, I'm planning to start teaching tuition again to fill my 8 months of nothingness . hope to get good students . but 1st things 1st....
18 days and counting.....arghhhhhhhh!!!! routine life, never seems to leave me .
Nic's starting college on tuesday....=( No more going swimming till 9pm and hanging out at Jusco till 12am No more eating sushi at 10:30pm.( that's a good thing!) No more yum cha sessions at the mamak.
well maybe it wouldn't be that bad ...I will find myself something to do...like start working.=( looks like Hannah G has to find a new routine.
A new year is always pretty much the same for everyone. New hopes , new goals,new dreams and a very high positive spirit to go with. well that's at least what most people start the year with right?
but what about the very clueless people? the ones who are endlessly trying to figure out what and where their lives are taking them. people who are at crossroads and have no clue which road they should take. what about those people? how do they start the year?
I wonder if I am categorized as those people.
I have been spending countless sleepless nights just wondering what and where will I be heading this year. It seems like there are so many possibilities and I'm not even sure if I'm doing the right thing and then, as if I don't have enough problems of my own to solve, unnecessary problems comes knocking at my door.
A very unnecessary, "I wish they will just leave me alone" problem, and just case I haven't mention before, I am not the kind of person that messes around with people and in any form would highly expect people to do the same with me. ESPECIALLY if you are so called related to me and share the same parts of minisatelite somewhere down the line.
To cut the story short, somewhere in 2007 some people decided to cross my border line and made a freaking mockery of themselves. Not only that, they lost every inch of my respect towards them.
you see the funniest thing of being me is that even though I seem to look like a very hot tempered and selfish person , I wake up to a new beginning every single day bringing with me the good of the past and leaving the bad where it was and I don't believe in any way that I have the right to hate anyone. what can I say, "KEEP YOUR FRIENDS CLOSE. KEEP YOUR ENEMIES CLOSER."
ANYWAY, after 1 and half years of absolute disappearence of them in my life, I receive a envelope with my name and his signature on it with a happy new year greeting.
As I stared blankly at the bookmarks, I couldn't help but to burst in laughter. what the hell were they trying to do? using religious status to reconcile?how clever.
The GOOD news is ,I knew I was right all this while and I LOVE the feeling of guilty people coming back and trying to make things right again, BUT the BAD news is, I have been nothing but happy and satisfied with my life without them bugging their heads in every now and then. The only damm thing that made things any better were their children, my cousins. damm it! they knew I always had a soft spot for those kids. well what can I say, I am a God damm good cousin.yes I am.
so, what was it that they were trying to proof? I don't see the huge difference in reconciling with them other than for the kids sake. But to be honest, I have been very happy with my free life without them and I really don't see the point of having them back in my life just because they miss all the fun times I made for their kids. I would tell them to try harder.
I'm just as complicated as it gets. deal with it. Maybe one day I will consider them, But definitely not today.
Now, nothing seems more important than building my future and getting what I want everything else doesn't matter.
