Dear XOXO,
PLEASE RECOVER SOON!
=(
I'm so bored that I started to READ.
ME >>>READING!!
no not magazines.....A NOVEL!
( ps: Justina, I don't know Why I am writing this but just in case you want to know...the title is where rainbows end by Cecelia Ahern.
Duno....just tot you might want to read it you book worm ,or u already have it?lol;))
TADA!!! HOW FREAKY IS THAT!
I think my mum almost choked when she heard that I was reading.!
and I can't even count how many soduku's I solved....=_=
SO YEAH....SAVE ME!!
and and....
it takes so much for me to say tis...( ehem...Justina said it's so obvious that I have so much ego...and anyhow....I'm not shy to admit it either.... I have this huge egoo and I'm really bad with expressing feelings ...>.<)
but hey who am I kidding....
I .........
I MISS YOU!
there I said it.=_=
>.<
I remember him asking me if I missed him when he went to NZ and I was so in denial....haha that was funny....hahahaha
I wondered if he could see it on my face....ok this is not making sense to you readers,you must be wondering what so funny...well it's an inside joke...=p
goshhh he always says he's not a mind reader but sometimes I wish he could just read my mind....saves us a lot of energy arguing every time I get pissed at him for not understanding my feelings.
I have been saying many 3 words phrases lately....just hope I don't say the wrong 3 words.;)
Daim you lousy bacteria, all your fault la....u reminded me of "important" 3 words...=_= haha!and you know what I mean...;)
anyway, back to you my dear,
don't even knw if you will ever read my blog....but wtf....I really hope you recover soon....
YOUR FINALS are coming soon....=(
see
I CARE for you....swt!!
take more vitamin C and drink more
Green tea.!
I really miss my insanely funny and adorable bugie!
( I'm saying it as a compliment )
Labels: diary
Artist: Marianas Trench
Song: Lover dearest
This place is a hole but I don't want to go.
I wish we could stay here forever alone.
This time that we waste, but I still
love your taste.
Don't let him take my place don't just sit
there.
Sometimes I wish you would leave me
I'm not sick of you yet,
is that as good as it gets
I'll just hide it,
or I could slip into you
It's so easy to come back into you.
I stared for awhile and waited for words.
Seen but not heard and struggle to try.
My tongue's turning black but I'll take you back.
You're still the best more or less, I guess.
I guess.
Don't you
leave me.
It hurts me to say
that it hurts me to stay and it might be
alright if you go
It hurts me to say
that I want you to stay and it might be
alright if you go
So leave me
Sometimes I think that the bitter in you
and the quitter in me is
the bitter in you and the quitter in me.
The bitter in you and the
quitter in me is the better in you
and the quitter in me. The bitter
in you and the quitter in me
is bigger than the both of us
PS: bare with me....
Songs express my mood lately....
no mood for blogin...=(
Labels: lyrics
Artist: Marianas Trench
Song: Good to you
Everyone's around,
no words are coming now and I can't find
my breath can we just say the rest with no sound.
And I know
this isn't enough, I still don't measure up.
I know I'm not
prepared; sorry is never there when you need it
And I do want you to know
I'll hold you up above everyone
and I do want you to know
I think you'd be good to me and I'd
be so good to you. I would
I thought I saw a sign
somewhere between the lines but
maybe it's me, maybe I only see what I want.
I still have your letter,
just got caught between someone I just invented,
who Ireally am and who I've become
Labels: lyrics
Dear XXXX,
I guess I was being selfish and now I know that I should never have doubted you .
You needed me but I turned my back on you .
The last thing I want to do is hurt you but I guess I let my selfishness get in the way and for that I feel like such an idiot.
I feel horrible.='(
I know what we have is so special and most of all I don't want to lose you.
I really hope that I can make it up to you.
~I will be all that you want and get myself together coz you keep me from falling apart.
Always.~
I am sorry.
HannahG.
Song: I will be
Artist: Avril Lavigne
There’s nothing I can say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain the tears they cry
Still you never said goodbye and now I know how far you’d go
I know I let you down but its not like that now
This time I’ll never let you go
I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK
I thought that I had every thing I didn’t know what life could bring
But now I see honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe cause your here with me
And if I let you down I’ll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go
I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK
Cause with out you I can’t sleep
I’m not gonna ever ever let you leave
You’re all I got
You’re all I want
Yeah
And with out you I don’t know what I’ll do
I could never ever live a day with out you
Here with me do you see your all I need
And I will be all that you want and get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life) I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK
I will be (I’ll be) all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life you know I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK
Labels: diary, lyrics
I guess this song sums up what I want to say.
YES? NO?
lol sorry this is something personal again.
BUT I am really lucky and I am truly grateful to have good friends who support me .
I was almost gonna burst keeping it all to myself.>.<
Oh yeah and I'm really touched by Chand and Daim who came all the way to visit me and endured my "so called " kl tour....hehe I'm sure we'll have more fun this friday....;)
but seriously I owe you guys for putting up with me and constantly talking about my "issues"
I hearts you guys so much!!!
My Life Would Suck Without You lyrics
Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
But here you are again
'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you
Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you
'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you
Being with you
Is so disfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can’t let you go
Oh yeah
'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you
'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you
Labels: lyrics, random
