well , right now honestly life seems a little blurry and I'm not quite sure if it's the fact that I'm leaving in 2 weeks or that I haven't cleared certain issues I need to clear.
the past 8 months has been a very emotional and deep journey.
Besides the fact that I actually survived 8 months of "NOTHING-NESS" I'm actually quite content with how everything turn out.
I'm finally starting this very much anticipated chapter of my life.
here I would like to take the opportunity to share about a true dear dear friend of mine who helped me tremendously in surviving the past 8 months.( I'm not mentioning names....I think it's pretty obvious if you really know me well)
of coz not to forget mummy and and a few close friends who were always there for me.( again, you guys know who you are)=)
I am truly blessed to have you awesome people in my life and no matter where I go I will always remember and cherish the friendship we have.
But honestly emotionally , I really owe this special person whom without, I guess I would have had a nervous breakdown .
dead serious.
I still remember the first day at Taylors , not knowing a soul and out of no where you burst through the door with such high energy shouting" OH another new student!!" YES this was your exact words!=_=
"Hi, I'm XXXXX" =)* with the sweetest smile * probably the best feature in you...haha!
my 1st thought was "is this person nuts??? how can anyone be so energetic at 8am"
and ehemmm I really did wonder if you were insane=p
but yes It was the most Welcoming greeting ever!
*I would never in a million years great someone like that*hahaha
and I'm not sure if you fellow PM 17-ians realize that this person NEVER fails to greet you good morning or HI with a smile before handing you notes in the morning.
It's not like I wanted to "purposely" realize you at that time....but I find it kinda amusing.....hehehe
actually I still find you amusing ....don't worry;)
then came a time when I couldn't care less about how sweet your smile coz I really found you irritating and annoying!
I never wanted to sit in front of you coz my hair seem more interesting to you than Ms Chan's lecture....
for does who study with me, you would know how I am when I'm in " studying mode" .
*for does who don't, too bad...you'll never see the nerd in HANNAH GAN BENG YEE=P
so anyway, Just imagine this person disturbing your hair behind you when your trying to understand a chinese educated Chemistry lecturer mumbling away in front, ANNOYING WEI!!=P
lol but I still love Ms.Chan! sweet lady besides her teaching =)
somehow you always get all your Chemistry QA's ...
I was damm jealous!
how can someone who looks like they are playing with chemicals get the right answer while I carefully test each solution but still the answer remains a mystery to me.>.<
I have never really told you this but yes I HATED you !=P
constant invites to ICE-SKATE when all I cared about was about finals!
1 rejected invite leads to another and another and ANOTHER!
how can anyone not get the msg that I'M NOT INTERESTED !
Do I look like I want to go ice-skating when Finals are in like 3 months...?
finally you stop inviting and I was in peace=D
hohoho
but I was glad the invite was still valid after A2 finals=)
and because of that I can at least skate 1 round without holding on to the side bars=)
now I wonder why didn't you take me bicycle riding??
I would have been able to overcome that ridiculously embarrassing side of me=_=
I cannot believe how far we have come.
late nights at mamak
swimming till 9pm
sushi
shopping
GYM
and most of all the amount of laughter and tears I shared with you.
no one has ever cracked me up the way you do~
thinking of it honestly brings tears to my eyes.
*tears of joy *
I never would have had imagine I would share something so extra ordinary with someone I actually found irritating , annoying and despite all this while.
and the sleepless nights you spend consoling me , if there was 1 person besides my mum who have seen the worst of me it would be you.
*not to mention the horny torture you get from me every month!=p
I know that you don't believe in God but in every way I do believe that God brought you into my life for a purpose and I am grateful in every way for that.
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this is the part that I have yet to sort out.
in every way I thank you for being there for me and making my world a better place.
I never would have admitted that anyone would change me for the better or for the worst but you have proved me so damm wrong .
I would have never thought of a better way to spend my 8 months of nothing-ness.
you selflessly have been there for me and I'm not just saying this, but I really mean it and I will forever be grateful for what we have.
I would be lying if I said I wouldn't miss you and I would never want to hate you instead.
you will always have a special place in my heart .
forever and always.
till we HOPEFULLY continue our special bond next year.
XOXO
Labels: diary, hearts
Title: Crazier
Artist: Taylor Swift
I never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
let it take me where it wants to go
till you open the door theres so much more
i never seen it before
i was tryin to fly
but i couldnt find wings
but you came along and you changed everything
you lift my feet off the ground you spin me around
you make me crazier crazier
feels like im falling
and i'm lost in your eyes
you make me crazier crazier crazier
i watched from a distance as you made life your own
every sky was your own kind of blue
and i wanted to know how that would feel
and you made it so real
you showed me something that i couldn't see
you opened my eyes and you made me believe
you lift my feet off the ground you spin me around
you make me crazier crazier
feels like im falling
and i'm lost in your eyes
you make me crazier crazier crazier
ohhhhh
Baby you showed me what living is for
i dont want to hide anymore orrrreee
you lift my feet off the ground you spin me around
you make me crazier crazier
feels like im falling
and i'm lost in your eyes
you make me crazier crazier crazier
crazier craizerLabels: lyrics
I am stuck at packing....=S
It's like I have half my stuff packed but there's still so many things to pack and I have YET to go to the Shipping company....Daddy said he wants to go with me but he seems to be so busy these days I'm left stranded.=(
I finally got my Printer Ink today so I printed out my VISA and Air ticket details....well at least that's done.
then I've got to go find that commission of Oath office to get my "Letter of Good Conduct In Malaysia" .
As far as my memory goes....I think I've been a decent citizen=p
geeezzz Why does it seem like I have so many things to do but I'm not getting anything done!
>.<
on another note, Geoff and MUMMY got me the greatest Birthday Present ever!
something I can finally call MY OWN and not share with some 75 year old!=p
although it might not be spanking New it's still something not every international student might be able to own and I'm very thankful and grateful for that!=D
not telling you what it is until I get my hands on it!
huhu
^.^Labels: diary
Belated 21st Birthday cum Farewell Family Party
nothing much really.....had dinner together at home.... yada yada....
Aunty Regina and Aunty June were the chefs of the day.=D
Aunty Regina cooked Indian of coz while Aunty June decided to go Western so we had Seafood Spaghetti =) ( yes it was purposely seafood for my sake=D)
Everyone surprisingly coordinated to wear my favourite colour which was very unlikely of them to do, so yeaaa I was totally taken by surprise.
It was probably the highlight of the night;)
only sad thing was that I had a Chocolate B'day cake....but oh well...since they all were shinning and cute in my favourite colour I forgave them. hehehe
someone will soon have no one to nag at!heh heh =p
My brother as usual always showing his silly faces...=_=
I like this blur and candid shot in a weird and funny way;)
Olivia giving me a bunny ear from the side....
I'm gonna miss daddy!!!!!:'(
for the record~
Nic is the 1st person in my entire life to say that I look like my mum instead of my dad=S
coz honestly every single person that I have met have said that I looked like a carbon copy of my dad=_=
Nic, you are seriously Weird BUT sweet.=)
Labels: Birthdays, family, memories
A day of being a true Chindian~
relatives have been here for the school holidays....
celebrated my belated b'day cum farewell party over the weekend ....but I'm lazy to update about that....I'll do that post later...;)
anyway ,Aunty Regina was complaining about how "chinese" I am and that I don't embrace the "indian" side of me.=_=
So I decided to be a true CHINDIAN for a day by having indian braids done by Aunty Regina=D
TADAAA!!!
P/S: I didn't dare to go out of the house .....=p
IT'S FINALLY JUNE!
AND THAT MEANS I HAVE EXACTLY 1 MONTH LEFT HERE....
MY LAST GOODBYES ARE DRAWING NEAR.....
Labels: diary
Tagged by Justina my sweetgemini=)
1.Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
ermm My Neck;)
2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Happy knowing I bought what I wanted from forever21=D
3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
with Justina? last saturday on our crazy day out..
4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?
maybe ....ok..yes.
5.Will you ever donate blood?
eerrrrr sadly No...
6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yes. we pretty much still are best friends....wouldn't trade anything in the world for that...although we had our ups and downs...=)
7.Do you want someone to be dead?
No thank you....that's God's Job....I have enough to deal with...
8.What does your last text message say?
Mummy saying get up!! I want you to say hi to someone on the phone....=_=
9.What are u thinking right now?
I have to take my bath..?
10. Do you want someone to be with you now?
YES.
11.What was the time you went to bed last night?
3am -ish
12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
Pjs from my Aunty...
13.Is someone on your mind right now?
Nope.
14.Who was the last person who text you?
Mummy.
TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...
Do it if you want to :)
1) Sonia
2) Chand
3) Ai Sing
4) Wei Ting
5) Shu hui
6) Genie
7) Xian
8) Elbe
9) Hamster
10) Debbie
15. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
She's single =)
16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
Female....my ji mui=)
17. If no. 7 and and no. 1 get together, would it be good?
ahahaaaa nope...
18. What is no. 10 studying about?
Justina, isn't Debbie form 5??? unless we're talking about a different debbie ?=)
19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
we have been catching up on9...most of them...well except debbie and xian=(
20. Is no. 4 single?
dunno....ting ting are u??
21.Say something about no. 2.
Gorgeous and sweet. always fun to be around with.
A good listener =)
22.What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?
=_=
23.Describe no. 9.
actually we haven't really met....but she's a sweet sweet hamster !=)
24. What will you do if no. 6 and no. 7 fight?
they are too sweet to fight with each other ...rite??;)
25. Do you like no.8?
yesssss! she's sweet and funny!
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